My wife had PPMS and was totally paralyzed at the end. I have been her sole caregiver for over 10 years. She recently caught pneumonia (again) and was put on assisted breathing while they tried to treat it. Despite a valiant struggle, she was unable to shake it, was unable to breathe by herself, and her CO2 levels were building up. She was unresponsive and suffering so it fell to me to end it. The doctors assured me that she would "slip away peacefully". I held her hand the whole time. It was more like an execution. I will have nightmares about it the rest of my life. I can never unsee her beautiful body struggling to live.
If you ever find yourself in this position be very skeptical of their smarmy assurances. Sorry for the depressing post but if I can save one other person from having to go through this it will have been worth it.
If you ever find yourself in this position be very skeptical of their smarmy assurances. Sorry for the depressing post but if I can save one other person from having to go through this it will have been worth it.
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