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    Hi, I'm new to MSWorld and I guess I'm just looking for some people who understand and maybe can answer a few questions or even just provide some experience examples to help me feel less alone in all... I apologize in advance for the ramblings you will read below. It will probably read exactly like I think.

    My symptoms started in late August 2015 with pain in my left butt cheek (sciatic nerve) that shot electrical pains down my leg and into my foot. The pain quickly got worse and turned into numbness in my left foot up to my knee. By early October I began to have balance issues, dizziness, numbness in my hands, shooting/electrical pains down my left arm, and vision problems (I lost sight briefly twice and was left with double vision and blurriness when it returned). My PCP didn't quite know what to do so she sent me for a lot of blood tests (CBC, diabetes screen, thyroid test, cholesterol, regular female stuff, and typical physical type screenings). Everything came back normal, so she said to rest and "come back if things got worse".

    During November I began to feel extreme vertigo which resulted in severe nausea/vomiting. By that time I had issues each morning with both feet/legs being numb/stiff upon waking for 15-20 minutes (almost to the point where I couldn't walk on them). I had the same issue with both arms (almost as if they both fell asleep while I was asleep). On top of that, I began having migraines 3-4 days a week. Obviously this was what my PCP meant by "come back if things got worse" so I went back. Again, my PCP was unsure what was going on so she sent me for further blood work (this time Ana, b12, RA, Sed Rate, another CBC, CRProtein, Lyme, pregnancy test). She sent me home with a prescription for Topomax, which is a migraine medication that I have taken previously and done well with. All the blood work came back normal. So again, "come back if things got worse". So of course, things got worse. Long story short, this is where things get complicated. Now I had issues that become hard to delineate between what might have been caused by starting a the Topomax and what might have been what the doctors now believe *might* be MS.

    In December, I had another visual disturbance where I lost sight in one eye and then gained it back again with increased blurriness and double vision. Numbness in arms and legs worsened, vertigo/nausea continued, dizziness persisted, Migraines continued (Topomax takes about a month to fully absorb into your system)... but now I had new symptoms: extreme fatigue (literally could not keep my eyes open after 2pm, I compensated with a lot of coffee), issues with my bladder (might have been caused by the coffee), extreme memory and cognitive issues (potentially a side effect of beginning the Topomax).

    January rolls around and I'm still not doing well. I now have such terrible exhaustion that I cannot complete daily tasks (and this is kinda crazy, because I'm a stay at home mom, so I really am not doing anything strenuous during the day). I began to have extreme muscle weakness (that feeling like your arm turns into a brick). I began to be incapable of gripping my pen to write and could no longer use my fingers to buckle, snap, open lids, etc (I couldn't feel anything and I just couldnt grip anything).

    So at the middle of January I went back to my PCP again for the follow up and to update her on my new "worsenings". It was at this appointment that my PCP suggested MS. She said she wanted to send me for a brain MRI to "rule out MS". She also sent me to get a Vitamin D blood test. Surprise, it actually came back that I was slightly deficient (so she started me on a supplement). At this point it was also the beginning of allergy season where I live, so I started taking my annual antihistamine.

    So the MRI was scheduled for the 3 weeks later at beginning of February. Fast forward, MRI gets done and I find out that everything comes back normal on my brain MRI. Yey! Happy happy me! At that point as far as I know MS is no longer an option and according to my PCP we are talking about "Complex Migraines". So my PCP wants to send me to a Neurologist anyway to discuss my symptoms, show him my MRI, discuss my medical history, and make sure everything is good to go.

    In the mean time... it takes 2 months to schedule an appointment with a Neurologist that takes my insurance. That appointment was this morning. Soooo, surprise surprise, I'm feeling much better now. I have some residual weakness in my left arm (still get that "my arm is a brick" feeling at least once a day). My left hand still had a sense of "confusion" sometimes. Still have off/on numbness and tingling in my hands/feet. Occasionally have a wave of vertigo and still have dizziness fairly constantly.

    My migraines are fully controlled with the Topomax (and all the side effects from starting that medication have subsided). Still easily tired, but I maintain a fairly consistent intake of caffeine to counteract that. I've still got the pins/needles thing going on in my torso (strangely only after I take a shower, maybe a result from the heat of the water??). Other then that I am not having any walking issues or any of the other issues that I had through October-February.

    I discussed all of this with my Neurologist today and he asked if I had ever had an of these pains or tingling problems before... well isn't that an interesting question that NO ONE ever asked me before. So that was a fun little stroll through history. I had nerve pain and tingling in my left wrist/hand in 2005, nerve pain and tingling shooting down my left elbow to wrist in 2007, then had tingling and numbness in my left side legs/arms in 2011 and 2013 after my last two pregnancies... That tid-bit of information seemed to be the "straw that broke the camels back" for my neurologist.

    He left the room for a bit and came back to talk to me after about 20 minutes (which he had spent looking at my medical records, MRI, lab results, etc). He said that my MRI looked normal and had no signs of MS (but I did have a gnarly sinus infection back in February, probably because of the start of allergy season), but that he didn't expect my Brain MRI to show MS because I had Spinal MS symptoms and that he wouldn't have expected to see any lesions on a Brain MRI of mine, but would have expected to see small lesions on a Cervical Spine MRI (but that since I started to feel better over a month ago we probably wouldn't be able to see them???)

    Then he said that he wanted to send me for an Evoked Potentials Test to see if there is any damage to my nerves (because I still have some blurriness in my vision and the numbness comes and goes). So now, after 2 months of thinking I was back on the Migraine train, I apparently am back on the MS train... and I am in limbo land waiting on the EPT.

    So, here are my questions after that long winded shpeal...
    1- sounds like MS? I know your not doctors, but in your experience? If not MS, do these specific symptoms sound like any of the MS mimics to you? I know the whole "don't count your chickens" thing, but I'm a realist and I'd rather go ahead and accept it and get to researching and learning what I need to know about MS so that I can be as prepared as possible IF i do end up being diagnosed with it.

    2- I know its unlikely but possible to have lesions on the spine but not on the brain, especially in the beginning stages... it's possible that my nerve damages early on were due to traumas and not to MS (I was in Architecture School, so it could actually be a Carpel Tunnel related injury instead)... so if those early issues were traumas (assuming this is MS) then I'm in the early stages... So, lesions can "disappear" if it's RRMS, right? so it's possible that what my Neurologist said about them not showing up on a Cervical Spine MRI because it's past a month after my "episode" got better could be true? I just want to make sure that I shouldn't be pushing for a Cervical Spine MRI (it would take another month to get it scheduled anyway)

    3- the Evoked Potentials Test will test damages even after the "episode" is over, right? so even if I'm not currently in the middle of a severe "episode" it will still show whether or not there is damage to the nerve signals, right?

    That seems like enough for my first post... Snoopy always seems to have something helpful and realistic to say, I look forward to hopefully reading some of her realism in response to ramblings.


    ** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **

    #2
    Hello runnermom3 and welcome to MSWorld.

    I read through your very long post and then I get to this:

    That seems like enough for my first post... Snoopy always seems to have something helpful and realistic to say, I look forward to hopefully reading some of her realism in response to ramblings.
    And I started cracking up. I'm sure there are many that would disagree with you (LMBO).

    he didn't expect my Brain MRI to show MS because I had Spinal MS symptoms and that he wouldn't have expected to see any lesions on a Brain MRI of mine, but would have expected to see small lesions on a Cervical Spine MRI (but that since I started to feel better over a month ago we probably wouldn't be able to see them???)
    I don't like his reason for not doing the c-spine MRI. I feel he might be missing something in taking this approach. Especially if he believes your symptoms or at least some of them represent spinal MS.

    If it was me, and it's not, I would push for the cervical spine MRI. Is it possible the MRI will come back normal? Yes. Is it possible it could show lesions even if symptoms have improved? Yes. There is no way to know without doing the c-spine MRI. If there is damage due to mechanical back problems such as herniated/bulging discs the MRI will show it.

    If you don't have a c-spine MRI wouldn't you wonder if it could/would show something? I would.

    Even with Relapsing/Remitting MS(RRMS) a person with the disease will always have some lesions. Lesions can heal and disappear but not all of them.

    For me, this disease affected the spinal cord from the beginning.

    1- sounds like MS? I know your not doctors, but in your experience? If not MS, do these specific symptoms sound like any of the MS mimics to you? I know the whole "don't count your chickens" thing, but I'm a realist and I'd rather go ahead and accept it and get to researching and learning what I need to know about MS so that I can be as prepared as possible IF i do end up being diagnosed
    Does it sound like it could be MS? Yes. Is it possible to be something else? Yes.

    Diagnostic criteria for MS relies heavily on MRI evidence and the reason I question your Neurologists decision not to do the c-spine MRI.

    McDonald Criteria for diagnosing MS:
    http://www.nationalmssociety.org/Nat...osis-of-MS.pdf

    Other conditions that can mimic MS:
    http://www.nationalmssociety.org/Sym...ns-to-Rule-Out

    Have you been to an Ophthalmologist about your vision issues? If not that would be my suggestion.
    Diagnosed 1984
    “Lightworkers aren’t here to avoid the darkness…they are here to transform the darkness through the illuminating power of love.” Muses from a mystic

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      #3
      Thanks for the response

      Thanks for the response Snoopy, I knew that you could appreciate that last bit and get a good laugh out of it. I have appreciated the blunt realism that I have seen you give to other posters.

      My Neurologist specializes in Ophthalmology, which is one of the reasons why I think my PCP referred me to him specifically. So hopefully he can help with the vision issues.

      I agree about the C-spine MRI and to be honest, I would like to do any and all testing that could lead to a definitive diagnosis (whether that diagnosis be MS or something else entirely). I have already reached my deductible for the year and have almost hit my max out of pocket just with the medical expenses so far this year, so cost isn't necessarily an issue. I know that limbo land isn't a place that people "like" to be and I am almost thankful that I have a "fall back" diagnosis of "Complicated Migraines" so that I don't have to just "sit in waiting" (even though I would be terribly irritated by that diagnosis because it is one of those "we don't know why your having the problem and we don't know how to fix it" kind of things).

      Perhaps I will give my neurologist's office a call and talk to the nurse about any other options for testing. Might as well make my desire to get a move on it known.

      Out of curiosity, I hadn't looked at my MRI until last night (after spending a great deal of time on google looking at what MS lesions looked like and watching youtube videos etc about how to read MRIs)... I agree with my doctor, my brain looks very clear of anything MS related, but I do have a bright white area on my AX T2 just behind my right eye on what I can only determine to be my Optic Nerve.

      From what I've read it's common to see lesions on optic nerves and that older lesions often show up on T2 MRIs? The white spot does not show up on my T1 with contrast, but there is a darker area (not necessarily black, but a darker grey then the surrounding area) in that same spot on my T1 images. Literally, this white spot shows up on 1 T2 slice and 1 T1 slice (so 2 slices out of my over 500 images)... is it possible that this is an optic lesion and that my Neurologist missed it when he scanned over my images? should I show him? any way to post the picture here, I know yall are much more used to seeing these images than I am, just to see if you would show your doctor or not (after cutting my personal info off of course). I have a couple of weird spots on the left side of my cerebellum too, but I'm not sure what they are. They are definitely worth asking about.

      Love to hear anyone's opinions or thoughts.

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        #4
        With regards to the McDonald's Criteria for diagnosing MS, I have a follow up question: it states "objective clinical evidence" of lesions. Can Objective Clinical Evidence of lesions only be gathered via MRI? Or is history of apparent attacks (at least 2) combined with results from an Evoked Potential Test that shows damage to at least two areas enough for Objective Clinical Evidence? I tried to Google it, but I couldn't find a clearer definition of what Objective Clinical Evidence was. The MS sites give examples of lesions seen on various MRIs as OCE, but not much else. What else can classify as OCE?

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          #5
          Oh runner mom I feel your pain with this process, it is sometimes a lengthy one. I have had the works, three MRIs, a lumbar puncture, and nerve conduction studies. The biggest advice I can give to you is ask questions because they are there to answer them. Also find a provider you trust, I think this is also the other hard part of the equation. I had a case of what the ophthalmologists thinks may have been optic neuritis, but I am hoping the neuro opth can either say without a doubt this was optic neuritis or not. The one thing I can tell you from this process is learn to take things one step at a time and find a provider that will listen. I don't know if oce could be something abnormal from the exam.

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            #6
            Originally posted by runnermom3 View Post



            Out of curiosity, I hadn't looked at my MRI until last night (after spending a great deal of time on google looking at what MS lesions looked like and watching youtube videos etc about how to read MRIs)... I agree with my doctor, my brain looks very clear of anything MS related, but I do have a bright white area on my AX T2 just behind my right eye on what I can only determine to be my Optic Nerve.

            From what I've read it's common to see lesions on optic nerves and that older lesions often show up on T2 MRIs? The white spot does not show up on my T1 with contrast, but there is a darker area (not necessarily black, but a darker grey then the surrounding area) in that same spot on my T1 images. Literally, this white spot shows up on 1 T2 slice and 1 T1 slice (so 2 slices out of my over 500 images)... is it possible that this is an optic lesion and that my Neurologist missed it when he scanned over my images? should I show him? any way to post the picture here, I know yall are much more used to seeing these images than I am, just to see if you would show your doctor or not (after cutting my personal info off of course). I have a couple of weird spots on the left side of my cerebellum too, but I'm not sure what they are. They are definitely worth asking about.

            Love to hear anyone's opinions or thoughts.
            First of all, welcome to MS World! And I would definitely stop trying to read your MRI My doctor is an MS researcher with decades of experience and even he misses things from time to time, which he readily admits. When I was first diagnosed, I had very few small lesions on the brain. It doesn't necessarily tell them everything they need to know, which is why the entire picture has to be put together from a lot of pieces, over time. I would definitely go to an MS Center or MS specialist to have your results evaluated (if you haven't already). And keep a timeline of symptoms and dates, which I think definitely helps. Try not to worry, but keep carving away at it until you get the answers you need. Good luck to you.

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              #7
              thanks for the support

              Thanks for the support and feedback! My PCP mentioned MS in the end of January and it's just now the beginning if May. I had an EMG, Nerve Conduction Study, and Evoked Potential Tests (visual and sensory) this past week. I will see my neurologist this week and find out his thoughts on the test results. No matter what he says about those results I'm going to discuss a spinal MRI with him. I've seen some increased numbness, tingling, and weakness in my right side the past few weeks and it's unsettling. I haven't ever turkey had one of those "wake up to a sudden worsening" episodes like so many others have. It's really just been a worsening over the past 8 months with some days/weeks scattered throughout that were worse than others. I found out yesterday from my PCP that apparently I'm having muscle spasms in my back, neck, and shoulder too, but only on the right ride. I went to my PCP thinking my allergy meds needed adjusting (which I thought was odd because we just went into grass pollen season and I've never been allergic to grass pollen, just tree pollen which season just ended) and that my lymph nodes were sore in my neck, back, and shoulder, but when she was feeling around she said it had nothing to do with lymph nodes. She said that all my muscles on one side were swollen and that I appeared to have some sensitivity directly on my spine radiating into the swollen muscles. She gave me a prescription for muscle relaxers, but told me to talk to my neurologist asap about it. This appears to be the never ending process with very few actual answers. It's very frustrating.

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