Tired and frustrated

[GaMassage]

Good morning!
I work full time, enough to keep my insurance now., 3 grown children and 4 grandchildren. Life should be wonderful!
Not....
I have lurked for a few months...
I am no where near most of you and I am sympathetic for you.
I am a massage therapist, 13 years, after 20 in various areas (mostly cardiac ) field.
I have always been too emotional and wrapped in patients. That I have always known and been told, do not do that..... It broke my heart to see what I saw. I did learn alot and sometimes,
a person with a little knowledge is dangerous.
The last 2 years have been miserable and stressful.

I rattle on also, sorry.

But, I am grateful that I can find someone who can help me make sense of all this untold stuff that no one gets and can't communicate in the medical world.
With the high possibility that this began years ago, undetected. That's irrelevant I guess.

[GaMassage]

Tired and Frustrated

After I reread this post, I see that I wasn't clear and spelling is off a few letters- unlike my old self.
I have not been diagnosed with anything.
I am chasing my tail and running around in circles with my PCP.
I have had problems since 2011, that I know are documented.
Beginning with extreme fatigue and such. After reading some posts, I see that many of these symptoms came and went years ago.
I just want my mind and body back.

Good morning!
I work full time, enough to keep my insurance now., 3 grown children and 4 grandchildren. Life should be wonderful!
Not....

I have lurked for a few months...
I am no where near most of you and I am sympathetic for you.
I am a massage therapist, 13 years, after 20 in various areas (mostly cardiac ) medical field.
I have always been too emotional and wrapped in patients.
That I have always known and been told, do not do that..... It broke my heart to see what I saw.
I did learn alot and sometimes, a person with a little knowledge is dangerous.

The last 2 years have been miserable and stressful.

I rattle on also, sorry.

But, I am grateful that I can find someone who can help me make sense of all this untold stuff that no one gets and can't communicate, with one another in the medical world.
With the high possibility that this began years ago, undetected. That's irrelevant I guess.

Thank you for your time.

[WillyNilly]

Aww hun, I'm sorry you're feeling the way you do and also that there's been no knowledgeable response so far.

If I'm reading you right- it sounds to me that you have no reason to suspect MS? Or at least at this point it sounds like your Dr's don't. This makes me curious why you're here with us?

Do you or your Dr's have reason to believe MS could be part of you're issues?

I'm curious because although you said you've been "running circles with your PCP" you didn't mention MS. Did the PCP?

There are just SO MANY different issues, even "diseases" if you like, that mimic MS, or that MS mimics, that I wonder how you got here?

Oh believe me, I've been the rounds before it ever came to MS. Why? Because they (the MANY specialists) haven't found anything else! Oh yes, many and multiple brain legions have been found over MANY years, among other physical issues that can't quite be explained- so yes, here I am.

I'm just curious what brought you here with such a brief explanation.

And yes, I know it's really none of my business if you choose not to share beyond what you've already said.