Hi all,
I got diagnosed about 5 months ago after my tongue was numb (still is). I thought it was just a food allergy or something, but after lots of testing, they said I have MS. I've been on Tecfidera for a couple months now - Biogen is awesome and has me on their free drug program because my insurance denied my claim.
I'm doing all the right things. I exercise (training for a hundred-mile bike ride), eat healthy, keep a journal and list my symptoms, research MS, meditate, do yoga, and try to take time to rest when I can. So why is this still so hard to cope with? I'm really depressed and I feel so lonely because no one seems to know how to talk to me, besides my awesome husband. My family, friends, and coworkers are so awkward around me now. No one takes me seriously because my symptoms are invisible so when I try to explain my limitations, I get condescending smiles and eyerolling. It makes me want to just stay holed up in my house forever, which I know isn't good.
I guess I could use some advice about how to talk to people about my MS. I know that they won't ever really understand what I'm going through, but I would love to get a little respect at least. There's so much "but you look fine!" going around and I just can't take it. My life was turned upside down and I feel like I'm losing all my friends in the process. Is this common? Did I surround myself with crappy people or is there a way that I could communicate better?
I look forward to reading/posting on this forum and I'm glad there are outlets like this for all of us to vent and share.
I got diagnosed about 5 months ago after my tongue was numb (still is). I thought it was just a food allergy or something, but after lots of testing, they said I have MS. I've been on Tecfidera for a couple months now - Biogen is awesome and has me on their free drug program because my insurance denied my claim.
I'm doing all the right things. I exercise (training for a hundred-mile bike ride), eat healthy, keep a journal and list my symptoms, research MS, meditate, do yoga, and try to take time to rest when I can. So why is this still so hard to cope with? I'm really depressed and I feel so lonely because no one seems to know how to talk to me, besides my awesome husband. My family, friends, and coworkers are so awkward around me now. No one takes me seriously because my symptoms are invisible so when I try to explain my limitations, I get condescending smiles and eyerolling. It makes me want to just stay holed up in my house forever, which I know isn't good.
I guess I could use some advice about how to talk to people about my MS. I know that they won't ever really understand what I'm going through, but I would love to get a little respect at least. There's so much "but you look fine!" going around and I just can't take it. My life was turned upside down and I feel like I'm losing all my friends in the process. Is this common? Did I surround myself with crappy people or is there a way that I could communicate better?
I look forward to reading/posting on this forum and I'm glad there are outlets like this for all of us to vent and share.
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