Tuesday night at church during the opening song that we all sing, I couldn't understand the words, every time I opened my mouth to sing they came out all garbled, mixed up, and unrecognizable, my kids started giggling because I have never done this. I could read some of them silently but when trying to vocalize them they were wrong. It got better through the night and with the second and third songs I did better, but still had problems.
I also had to get onto the platform with my youngest daughter and we had a to read from a manuscript which I had wrote up earlier and gone over with her a dozen times. I had most of it memorized so it was fine till I forgot my place, and then stumbled over a few words because I couldn't pronounce them right. As of today I don't know if it's better. I haven't had a chance to test it, at least the reading/singing off of paper.
Then last night I couldn't balance our check book. I spent over an hour looking for $4.44. When it finally came together I had missed two different items and doubled up on a few others. My register is a mess from all the mistakes I had made.
After all that, late last night, my husband made the comment that I have had the worse mood swings, going from one extreme to another. That he doesn't know what to do because it seems like nothing is right. I burst into tears and apologized, telling him that I thought I was doing better and was actually proud of myself for seeming to be better.
So I have no memory of what he is talking about. I honestly don't remember being so unbalanced. I am very upset about not remembering. My poor kids.
I also had to get onto the platform with my youngest daughter and we had a to read from a manuscript which I had wrote up earlier and gone over with her a dozen times. I had most of it memorized so it was fine till I forgot my place, and then stumbled over a few words because I couldn't pronounce them right. As of today I don't know if it's better. I haven't had a chance to test it, at least the reading/singing off of paper.
Then last night I couldn't balance our check book. I spent over an hour looking for $4.44. When it finally came together I had missed two different items and doubled up on a few others. My register is a mess from all the mistakes I had made.
After all that, late last night, my husband made the comment that I have had the worse mood swings, going from one extreme to another. That he doesn't know what to do because it seems like nothing is right. I burst into tears and apologized, telling him that I thought I was doing better and was actually proud of myself for seeming to be better.
So I have no memory of what he is talking about. I honestly don't remember being so unbalanced. I am very upset about not remembering. My poor kids.
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