Hi, I just wanted to say I about cried reading this post.. why, I have no idea. I have just felt so alone with this lately. Seems like no matter what I do I just don't have any energy, no matter how much sleep I get. I work and go to school and I have already cut my hours down to 15 and now I am cutting back to 9 hours of work this term. I just can't do it anymore. I haven't even be diagnosed for a year.
I have had problems with fatigue for years and never understood why but lately it seems like it has been the worst. I had one good week when I went on vacation, which I was so thankful for but before that and after I just can't seem to function.
I am losing friends and my grades are suffering because I just can't seem to do anything. The smallest things like returning clothes or dishes seem so difficult. I stopped working out because it seems too hard to change and drive to the gym. I am trying to get back into it but I am failing.
Anyways, I guess I needed to vent a little as it gets frustrating. Makes me feel weak and lazy, which I am not. I have tried Ritalin and it made me have severe anxiety and obsessions and I learned people with OCD should not be on that kind of medication. It made me depressed and angry also. I am afraid to try anything else.
Thanks for listening. I have to hope there will be a light at the end of the tunnel because I do not feel like this is living anymore, just surviving.
I have had problems with fatigue for years and never understood why but lately it seems like it has been the worst. I had one good week when I went on vacation, which I was so thankful for but before that and after I just can't seem to function.
I am losing friends and my grades are suffering because I just can't seem to do anything. The smallest things like returning clothes or dishes seem so difficult. I stopped working out because it seems too hard to change and drive to the gym. I am trying to get back into it but I am failing.
Anyways, I guess I needed to vent a little as it gets frustrating. Makes me feel weak and lazy, which I am not. I have tried Ritalin and it made me have severe anxiety and obsessions and I learned people with OCD should not be on that kind of medication. It made me depressed and angry also. I am afraid to try anything else.
Thanks for listening. I have to hope there will be a light at the end of the tunnel because I do not feel like this is living anymore, just surviving.
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