After a great deal of phone calls and a multitude of hoops, and I admit, some histrionics on my part, I am finally scheduled for my first infusion on Monday.
My family is very excited about this, far more than I am, all I hear in my head is a death knell.
Does attitude matter when entering into a new treatment? I wasn't this apprehensive with any other treatment. Should I just turn my Pandora station from Blues to Heavy Metal? I don't know how to mentally prepare for this.
Is it morbid to be updating my will, writing letters to loved ones?
Fear not for whom the bell tolls it tolls for thee,
Peace,
Anna
My family is very excited about this, far more than I am, all I hear in my head is a death knell.
Does attitude matter when entering into a new treatment? I wasn't this apprehensive with any other treatment. Should I just turn my Pandora station from Blues to Heavy Metal? I don't know how to mentally prepare for this.
Is it morbid to be updating my will, writing letters to loved ones?
Fear not for whom the bell tolls it tolls for thee,
Peace,
Anna
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