Well, I have been absolutely exhausted yesterday and today after starting my first dose of Tysabri and haven't really been keeping in touch with people. My sister I think feels guilty telling me her medical issues now since I have MS because she feels hers pale in comparison. It made me mad because one of them she found out about 5 months ago was congestive heart failure. HELLO.......pretty dang serious! I keep trying to get her to eat healthier, but she won't do anything to help herself.
What I keep crying about is she is 5 years older than me at 37 and desperately wants a baby. She would be a wonderful mother and has always been great with kids. She has apparently had her period for 9 weeks straight and has not told anyone until today and told her Dr. She has a history of fibroid tumors behind her uterus but the gyno said that they would not interfere with pregnancy. She has tried for over a year to get pregnant with no success, but refuses to go to a fertility Dr to get hers or her husbands fertility checked. I am afraid that with the new symptoms that she has more fibroid tumors and will be forced to have a hysterectomy (spelling?). I know I am jumping the gun, but she goes to the gyno tomorrow and I am so nervous for her.
My husband bought me VIP tickets months ago for our 1 year annniversary for our favorite artist where we get a private concert by him and it is tomorrow night. How bad of a sister would I be if I went and she did find that out..............When my Mom had fibroid tumors and bled this long, she had to have a hysterectomy. I am sorry for rambling, I am just such a bundle of nerves right now! I think I am just really depressed right now about life and wish I could fix everything for everyone and then (not suicidal) but tap out. I am tired of hurting from the MS and can't handle much more emotionally!
What I keep crying about is she is 5 years older than me at 37 and desperately wants a baby. She would be a wonderful mother and has always been great with kids. She has apparently had her period for 9 weeks straight and has not told anyone until today and told her Dr. She has a history of fibroid tumors behind her uterus but the gyno said that they would not interfere with pregnancy. She has tried for over a year to get pregnant with no success, but refuses to go to a fertility Dr to get hers or her husbands fertility checked. I am afraid that with the new symptoms that she has more fibroid tumors and will be forced to have a hysterectomy (spelling?). I know I am jumping the gun, but she goes to the gyno tomorrow and I am so nervous for her.
My husband bought me VIP tickets months ago for our 1 year annniversary for our favorite artist where we get a private concert by him and it is tomorrow night. How bad of a sister would I be if I went and she did find that out..............When my Mom had fibroid tumors and bled this long, she had to have a hysterectomy. I am sorry for rambling, I am just such a bundle of nerves right now! I think I am just really depressed right now about life and wish I could fix everything for everyone and then (not suicidal) but tap out. I am tired of hurting from the MS and can't handle much more emotionally!
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