When first diagnosed in December 2001, I, like most, was Dx with R&R MS. I began DMD with Beta-B and stayed on it for about 3 years. Then, I read the FDA trial data on Beta and the other DMDs. I wasn’t impressed.
I stop the DMD treatment, because I realized that I was not R&R. Yeah, I had flare ups and my foot drop eventually lessened. But my flare ups were self-induced. I wasn’t taking care of my self, not eating right, sleeping right, working too hard, too long, a ton of stress (self employed will do that) and generally ignoring all the things I should have been doing to manage my MS.
As time went on, it became clear to me that my MS was of the Progressive form. I didn’t have exacerbations. I have some flare ups for sure, but my symptoms generally stayed the same and very slowly progressed.
I am now on SS Disability. My job (business) was very physical and I can no longer work safely. I was taking huge risks with my work. My cognitive abilities really have gotten worse. Heat sensitivity and fatigue (always present) were the last straw. My Ataxia has progressed where I use a Cain sometimes.
My Neurologist always wants me on a DMD. We talked about what I say is unimpressive trial data. He now characterizes my MS as Progressive. All the DMD are for R&R. Nothing for Progressive, or Secondary Progressive are FDA approved. Yet my Neuro wants me on something.
I don’t like spending money and not have improvements. Even if it’s the Insurance Company’s money, I just don’t like blindly spending money.
Now, if the DMDs are working for you, then Hallelujah! I’m happy for you.
I’ve resigned to the notion that there isn’t any therapy for Progressive MS. Some days are better than others, and each year comes with a little less of everything. Sometimes I wish my MS would just get along and do whatever it’s going to do. It least I’d know.
I stop the DMD treatment, because I realized that I was not R&R. Yeah, I had flare ups and my foot drop eventually lessened. But my flare ups were self-induced. I wasn’t taking care of my self, not eating right, sleeping right, working too hard, too long, a ton of stress (self employed will do that) and generally ignoring all the things I should have been doing to manage my MS.
As time went on, it became clear to me that my MS was of the Progressive form. I didn’t have exacerbations. I have some flare ups for sure, but my symptoms generally stayed the same and very slowly progressed.
I am now on SS Disability. My job (business) was very physical and I can no longer work safely. I was taking huge risks with my work. My cognitive abilities really have gotten worse. Heat sensitivity and fatigue (always present) were the last straw. My Ataxia has progressed where I use a Cain sometimes.
My Neurologist always wants me on a DMD. We talked about what I say is unimpressive trial data. He now characterizes my MS as Progressive. All the DMD are for R&R. Nothing for Progressive, or Secondary Progressive are FDA approved. Yet my Neuro wants me on something.
I don’t like spending money and not have improvements. Even if it’s the Insurance Company’s money, I just don’t like blindly spending money.
Now, if the DMDs are working for you, then Hallelujah! I’m happy for you.
I’ve resigned to the notion that there isn’t any therapy for Progressive MS. Some days are better than others, and each year comes with a little less of everything. Sometimes I wish my MS would just get along and do whatever it’s going to do. It least I’d know.
Comment