well, before i was diagnosed with ms i went to school for surgical technology. i did my job for 5 years, till some things happened at work(basically i used my fmla and was asked if i would take a part time job).
so, i have ptsd,bipolar and my loving ms. this has sent my life spiraling out of control since june. been withdrawing from everything. i really loved my job.i just could not work with the stress the hospital was putting me through.
mentally a wreck. i took a chip route sales job. i figured i bust my butt, get home, dont have to deal with anything..lol
well the route i got was the sencond best out of my depot. i would crank it out. soon after awhile i started getting weaker and weaker.
by the time i got home i could barely move my arms and legs. my wife would see me drag myself in the house every nite. hours got longer and longer..dont get me wrong i am a hard worker and mostly did not pay attension to the pain(as i really dont pay attenion to ms)
i was at my physical limits and i pushed it. so now im unemployed.. goingon 3 months!! i have been looking for all kinds of work. i was in the employment office and they talked to me about all of my issues and were impressed that i still worked!
anyway im going to the occ vocation rep next week and they r going to help me figure out what i can do..they do have programs to pay for school,but i already have a degree and can't perform that job..
what to do???? it drives me up the wall being home! i let my fatique overcome me and just sleep. which leads to more depression..don
so, i have ptsd,bipolar and my loving ms. this has sent my life spiraling out of control since june. been withdrawing from everything. i really loved my job.i just could not work with the stress the hospital was putting me through.
mentally a wreck. i took a chip route sales job. i figured i bust my butt, get home, dont have to deal with anything..lol
well the route i got was the sencond best out of my depot. i would crank it out. soon after awhile i started getting weaker and weaker.
by the time i got home i could barely move my arms and legs. my wife would see me drag myself in the house every nite. hours got longer and longer..dont get me wrong i am a hard worker and mostly did not pay attension to the pain(as i really dont pay attenion to ms)
i was at my physical limits and i pushed it. so now im unemployed.. goingon 3 months!! i have been looking for all kinds of work. i was in the employment office and they talked to me about all of my issues and were impressed that i still worked!
anyway im going to the occ vocation rep next week and they r going to help me figure out what i can do..they do have programs to pay for school,but i already have a degree and can't perform that job..
what to do???? it drives me up the wall being home! i let my fatique overcome me and just sleep. which leads to more depression..don
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