I have been under a lot of stress. I am not on any anti depressants at this time, but know I should have started up again because of my life stresses.
I had a complete meltdown at work yesterday, crying to a district superintendent that I have known for years over issues with my new immediate supervisor. I loved my old boss and he was careful to not burden me because of my MS. But he retired so I have a new boss that is learning.
My co-workers also miss the old boss and have started unloading their worries on me because I am like a mom to most of them. Well the crying started, and I just couldn't seem to stop.
It even went on into the next morning as we met to solve my concerns. I wasn't angry, but just seemed to be like a hamster stuck in his wheel going round and round and not able to jump out.
I even geared up a bit tonight as my DH told me he loved me and worries about me and wonders how he would support me if I chose to change my employment status.
I don't need any advice on my issues. I just wanted to explain what I was dealing with so maybe you can help answer this question. Do you ever feel like u just get stuck in an emotion, and know you are stuck, but only time helps you get out? Any time someone would see my red eyes and ask if I was okay, the tears would come.
I finally sent an email saying I was fine so don't ask because it makes me cry again! That was the only way I got it too stop.
I had a complete meltdown at work yesterday, crying to a district superintendent that I have known for years over issues with my new immediate supervisor. I loved my old boss and he was careful to not burden me because of my MS. But he retired so I have a new boss that is learning.
My co-workers also miss the old boss and have started unloading their worries on me because I am like a mom to most of them. Well the crying started, and I just couldn't seem to stop.
It even went on into the next morning as we met to solve my concerns. I wasn't angry, but just seemed to be like a hamster stuck in his wheel going round and round and not able to jump out.
I even geared up a bit tonight as my DH told me he loved me and worries about me and wonders how he would support me if I chose to change my employment status.
I don't need any advice on my issues. I just wanted to explain what I was dealing with so maybe you can help answer this question. Do you ever feel like u just get stuck in an emotion, and know you are stuck, but only time helps you get out? Any time someone would see my red eyes and ask if I was okay, the tears would come.
I finally sent an email saying I was fine so don't ask because it makes me cry again! That was the only way I got it too stop.
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