Hi friends..I'm trying to navigate around this site,and having a bad brain fog time right now so my apologies if I'm in the wrong spot..I have had ms for 9 years..I have been working as a community nurse for the past seven..taking a few weeks off a year for a relapse etc. But for the last month..wow..I have hit a huge hard wall! I have made a personal decision not to have anymore Mri s..I don't want to know what's happening because Lord knows my body will let me know. Some people disagree with this, but I'm a believer in " what I don't know can't hurt me"...
I have a fabulous hubby who worries about me so much that Im not disclosing how I feel to him enough..he worries so much, isn't able to sleep..I just smile, and save my tears for when he is at work. I have two beautiful daughters, one away at university ,the other going back to school in Sept to obtain another degree..I don't want to burden my babies with worry about their mom..my furry babies are a combination of 255 lbs of Great Pyrenees boys named Monty and Tucker, who get me thru my days.
Off work for the last week and off again next week. I hate this!! This is the worst I have ever been. Incredible insomnia, I did take 7.5 of Zopiclone last night and did sleep..but Im ready for bed again..weakness is an understatement and this tingling is non stop, I swear I can hear the vibrations..sorry to whine..that's not me..I just so need a spot to share this with..to get some ideas to help get thru without crying continuously when everyone is gone! My patients tell me I'm a whirlwind ..I'm an outgoing , happy, life loving girl normally.
I haven't felt like this since I was first diagnosed..help...it's going to get better right...xoxo
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I have a fabulous hubby who worries about me so much that Im not disclosing how I feel to him enough..he worries so much, isn't able to sleep..I just smile, and save my tears for when he is at work. I have two beautiful daughters, one away at university ,the other going back to school in Sept to obtain another degree..I don't want to burden my babies with worry about their mom..my furry babies are a combination of 255 lbs of Great Pyrenees boys named Monty and Tucker, who get me thru my days.
Off work for the last week and off again next week. I hate this!! This is the worst I have ever been. Incredible insomnia, I did take 7.5 of Zopiclone last night and did sleep..but Im ready for bed again..weakness is an understatement and this tingling is non stop, I swear I can hear the vibrations..sorry to whine..that's not me..I just so need a spot to share this with..to get some ideas to help get thru without crying continuously when everyone is gone! My patients tell me I'm a whirlwind ..I'm an outgoing , happy, life loving girl normally.
I haven't felt like this since I was first diagnosed..help...it's going to get better right...xoxo
** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **
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