So apparently I have this thing without sub consciencelessy knowing I'm doing it. I give people a dirty look or am rude to them, it's gotten me in trouble with my job on several occasions. Tonight I was at a train crossing waiting for the train and was talking to my husband these kids pull up next to me I look over next thing I know they are telling and screaming at me what did I give them a look for.
I'm at my wits end it seems lately I can't do anything right my husband told me I love you but you are a very rude person. It seems to me when it's that time of the month the symptoms are amplified by a million and three. I'm in so much pain, my husband says I need to tell my brain that I'm not in pain. Easy for him to say, I don't have friends I'm a loner. I don't have insurance so I don't have a dr.
I'm better than I was but now I think the ms is seriously messing with my emotions I don't want to feel this way I tried to talk to a therapist but all they suggested was positive reinforcement telling my brain like I'm beautiful, worth something etc seems like everyone has an answer but not the right one, just tired of all the baloney.
Sorry for the rant I've had a horrible night and I'm just so *** sick of everything
I'm at my wits end it seems lately I can't do anything right my husband told me I love you but you are a very rude person. It seems to me when it's that time of the month the symptoms are amplified by a million and three. I'm in so much pain, my husband says I need to tell my brain that I'm not in pain. Easy for him to say, I don't have friends I'm a loner. I don't have insurance so I don't have a dr.
I'm better than I was but now I think the ms is seriously messing with my emotions I don't want to feel this way I tried to talk to a therapist but all they suggested was positive reinforcement telling my brain like I'm beautiful, worth something etc seems like everyone has an answer but not the right one, just tired of all the baloney.
Sorry for the rant I've had a horrible night and I'm just so *** sick of everything
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