I was diagnosed with MS during my final semester of college just over 8 years ago. I went to bed healthy on Sunday, woke up with terribly blurry vision on Monday, and was diagnosed with MS on Friday (after numerous doctors and tests). Spending time on boards like this make me realize how lucky I was to have a quick diagnosis, but at the time I was devastated never realizing my vision problems were so serious, and I remember crying in the elevator as I left the doctors office alone that morning.
One of my friends has recently been diagnosed with a degenerative neurological disorder during the home stretch of her PhD program, and it really takes me back to my initial diagnosis. Forums like this one were invaluable when I knew nothing, but they quickly became overwhelming and discouraging when I considered what the future may hold. My friend is considering giving up on her degree when the light at the end of the tunnel is so bright, in part because of the antidotes of patients she reads online. I wish there were more positive antidotes posted as well.
I follow a number of MS boards/forums, but I feel guilty about posting because I know I have been extremely lucky with respect to my disease course. I'm thinking these boards may be biased toward suffering if others have similar feelings as me, so in honor of my friend and her struggles, I would like to invite you all to post your achievements despite MS.
Since my diagnosis I have earned a PhD in biomedical research and have run multiple marathons. MS has not caused me to miss a single day of work directly (the post-steroid crash did result in missing one class in college and one day of work more recently). If anything MS makes me work harder to enjoy each day and live life to the fullest while my body will cooperate, since I don't know what the future holds. I would like those who are newly diagnosed to know that MS is not a death sentence, and I hope others who have a full and happy life despite MS will post here too. Do you continue to meet up with friends for monthly poker night, play adult league soccer, make it to every one of your son's football games? MS does not have to mean the end of life as you as you know it.
One of my friends has recently been diagnosed with a degenerative neurological disorder during the home stretch of her PhD program, and it really takes me back to my initial diagnosis. Forums like this one were invaluable when I knew nothing, but they quickly became overwhelming and discouraging when I considered what the future may hold. My friend is considering giving up on her degree when the light at the end of the tunnel is so bright, in part because of the antidotes of patients she reads online. I wish there were more positive antidotes posted as well.
I follow a number of MS boards/forums, but I feel guilty about posting because I know I have been extremely lucky with respect to my disease course. I'm thinking these boards may be biased toward suffering if others have similar feelings as me, so in honor of my friend and her struggles, I would like to invite you all to post your achievements despite MS.
Since my diagnosis I have earned a PhD in biomedical research and have run multiple marathons. MS has not caused me to miss a single day of work directly (the post-steroid crash did result in missing one class in college and one day of work more recently). If anything MS makes me work harder to enjoy each day and live life to the fullest while my body will cooperate, since I don't know what the future holds. I would like those who are newly diagnosed to know that MS is not a death sentence, and I hope others who have a full and happy life despite MS will post here too. Do you continue to meet up with friends for monthly poker night, play adult league soccer, make it to every one of your son's football games? MS does not have to mean the end of life as you as you know it.
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