I haven't been here for awhile but I lurk and read some posts here and there. No offense to anyone but some of the stuff scares the heck out of me.
I know no one knows what's going to happen and there's no crystal ball, everyone's different, blah, blah, blah but in harsh reality....it really doesn't matter what I do or don't do, does it? I have a spinal cord lesion that they think is responsible for my dizzness/vertigo. Well, that's not ever going to get better, right? So the best I can look forward to is getting worse and worse over the years? I will never feel better than I do right now? (Which is crappy most of the time.)
I first heard the words, "It can't be anything other than MS" 1 year and 15 days ago and I still can't get a handle on what I'm supposed to do now.
This bout of crappy depression is probably due to my upcoming FOURTH MRI in a year and the appt with the neuro that follows that. Can't I just go ONE day without thinking about the future horror I have to look forward to??
I know no one knows what's going to happen and there's no crystal ball, everyone's different, blah, blah, blah but in harsh reality....it really doesn't matter what I do or don't do, does it? I have a spinal cord lesion that they think is responsible for my dizzness/vertigo. Well, that's not ever going to get better, right? So the best I can look forward to is getting worse and worse over the years? I will never feel better than I do right now? (Which is crappy most of the time.)
I first heard the words, "It can't be anything other than MS" 1 year and 15 days ago and I still can't get a handle on what I'm supposed to do now.
This bout of crappy depression is probably due to my upcoming FOURTH MRI in a year and the appt with the neuro that follows that. Can't I just go ONE day without thinking about the future horror I have to look forward to??
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