Hi everyone,
I am so sorry to start a new thread when I haven’t replied to the old threads, but I just got out of the hospital after IV steroids and have no idea what is happening to me now or what to expect in the weeks to come. I have “what to expect after the first time w/ IV steroids questions” bolded a few paragraphs below if you want to skip down.
You were right! I begged and begged and got in to see my neurologist and I was so much worse that he had me admitted to the hospital for IV steroids, inpatient.
I am so grateful he finally took me seriously, but I have never had a relapse this severe and I’ve never been on IV steroids before. Based on what I have learned from you, I believe now he has consistently mishandled my care, and I want so much to get better this time. But again, I don’t have any guidance. So I am very eager for your input—since you all knew what I needed weeks before he did! (Someone should be paying you all a salary)!
My vision has been blurry since my first dose—blurrier than it’s ever been during an MS exacerbation—so I can’t read much for very long—but my husband can read your replies to me. He is also very worried. And when I can see well again I can actually catch up and read what you wrote to me before.
I was in the hospital Friday Sept. 20, Saturday Sept. 21, Sunday Sept. 22, and Monday Sept. 23. I had 1000 ccs a day.
But they discharged me on Monday and the hospitalist did not have any information about Solumedrol or what to expect. He said to follow up with my neurologist. You all know how that story goes—my neurologist can’t fit me in until Oct. 15th. I called and asked if he would please, please talk to me and my husband on the phone and answer our questions—10 minutes tops—but no luck yet.
BIG QUESTIONS NO ONE HAS ANSWERED:
1. I was not given an oral taper. The hospitalist said in a person so young it wasn’t necessary. Is this true? When I could still see well enough to read well most of the information I found said an oral taper was normal.
2. The hospitalist asked when I was discharged if I “felt better.” No, I don’t. Should I? I still have the merciless clenching spasticity/pain and my walk is still stiff and hobbling and I would still need a wheelchair if I were in any condition to go anywhere.
3. But I don’t know if a person should “feel better” from an MS relapse right away after IV steroids. Is it supposed to take effect right away? That is what they seem to be saying. This makes me nervous. Does this mean it did not work? In your experience on IV steroids, how long did it take to work?
4. My last dose was 48 hours ago. I am having what I think are some pretty major side effects. The worst is the blurry vision. It’s not as constant as it was when I was on the steroids, but it’s pretty bad. I can’t read for long. The second worse is the headaches, and the third worst is the sore, sore skin and muscles. I just feel like I’ve been bruised all over.
5. Do these sounds like normal steroid side effects? If so, in your experience, how long will they last?
6. I guess I just feel like I’ve been hit by a truck—like I still have the MS symptoms and I also have these new steroid side effects. Is that normal? I can bear it as long as I know it will pass.
I’m officially “on my own” til Oct. 15th, since my neurologist will not speak to me til then, though as soon as I have any sort of energy at all I am going to try to find someone new. But if you can help me with these questions—please, please, please help!
If everything is OK, if I’m not supposed to feel better right away, if I know roughly how long it will take to feel better, if I know my side effects are normal and roughly how long they might take to go away, and if I am not supposed to be on a taper, I will be able to just take my pain medication and rest and wait. But because of what has happened in the past I just fear the worst. I don’t want this neurologist to hurt me any more.
I know this sounds silly, but I miss being able to see well enough to read.
And this may sound silly, too, but so far the best thing to come out of being in the hospital is I finally got some effective pain relief.
There was a nurse there whose father had MS. The hospitalist wouldn’t give me pain relief because he said “MS patients didn’t feel pain,” and after a day I was just curled up in a ball crying, and this nurse had the doctor and my husband and the nursing supervisor all meet, and they put me on IV Diladid, where you press the button for pain.
Even though I was on Solumedrol, when I got the Diladid I slept 16 hours. I have Diladid now in pill form and I can sleep at night for the first time in weeks. I am by no means pain free, but I sleep, and my pain is substantially relieved. I feel hope in this.
And that nurse—one thing I just want to say that lightens up the dark, is that this nurse took my face in her hands and kissed my forehead as soon as I got the Diladid, and said I’d have a better night. There are good and beautiful people in the world—she is, and you are.
Emily
I am so sorry to start a new thread when I haven’t replied to the old threads, but I just got out of the hospital after IV steroids and have no idea what is happening to me now or what to expect in the weeks to come. I have “what to expect after the first time w/ IV steroids questions” bolded a few paragraphs below if you want to skip down.
You were right! I begged and begged and got in to see my neurologist and I was so much worse that he had me admitted to the hospital for IV steroids, inpatient.
I am so grateful he finally took me seriously, but I have never had a relapse this severe and I’ve never been on IV steroids before. Based on what I have learned from you, I believe now he has consistently mishandled my care, and I want so much to get better this time. But again, I don’t have any guidance. So I am very eager for your input—since you all knew what I needed weeks before he did! (Someone should be paying you all a salary)!
My vision has been blurry since my first dose—blurrier than it’s ever been during an MS exacerbation—so I can’t read much for very long—but my husband can read your replies to me. He is also very worried. And when I can see well again I can actually catch up and read what you wrote to me before.
I was in the hospital Friday Sept. 20, Saturday Sept. 21, Sunday Sept. 22, and Monday Sept. 23. I had 1000 ccs a day.
But they discharged me on Monday and the hospitalist did not have any information about Solumedrol or what to expect. He said to follow up with my neurologist. You all know how that story goes—my neurologist can’t fit me in until Oct. 15th. I called and asked if he would please, please talk to me and my husband on the phone and answer our questions—10 minutes tops—but no luck yet.
BIG QUESTIONS NO ONE HAS ANSWERED:
1. I was not given an oral taper. The hospitalist said in a person so young it wasn’t necessary. Is this true? When I could still see well enough to read well most of the information I found said an oral taper was normal.
2. The hospitalist asked when I was discharged if I “felt better.” No, I don’t. Should I? I still have the merciless clenching spasticity/pain and my walk is still stiff and hobbling and I would still need a wheelchair if I were in any condition to go anywhere.
3. But I don’t know if a person should “feel better” from an MS relapse right away after IV steroids. Is it supposed to take effect right away? That is what they seem to be saying. This makes me nervous. Does this mean it did not work? In your experience on IV steroids, how long did it take to work?
4. My last dose was 48 hours ago. I am having what I think are some pretty major side effects. The worst is the blurry vision. It’s not as constant as it was when I was on the steroids, but it’s pretty bad. I can’t read for long. The second worse is the headaches, and the third worst is the sore, sore skin and muscles. I just feel like I’ve been bruised all over.
5. Do these sounds like normal steroid side effects? If so, in your experience, how long will they last?
6. I guess I just feel like I’ve been hit by a truck—like I still have the MS symptoms and I also have these new steroid side effects. Is that normal? I can bear it as long as I know it will pass.
I’m officially “on my own” til Oct. 15th, since my neurologist will not speak to me til then, though as soon as I have any sort of energy at all I am going to try to find someone new. But if you can help me with these questions—please, please, please help!
If everything is OK, if I’m not supposed to feel better right away, if I know roughly how long it will take to feel better, if I know my side effects are normal and roughly how long they might take to go away, and if I am not supposed to be on a taper, I will be able to just take my pain medication and rest and wait. But because of what has happened in the past I just fear the worst. I don’t want this neurologist to hurt me any more.
I know this sounds silly, but I miss being able to see well enough to read.
And this may sound silly, too, but so far the best thing to come out of being in the hospital is I finally got some effective pain relief.
There was a nurse there whose father had MS. The hospitalist wouldn’t give me pain relief because he said “MS patients didn’t feel pain,” and after a day I was just curled up in a ball crying, and this nurse had the doctor and my husband and the nursing supervisor all meet, and they put me on IV Diladid, where you press the button for pain.
Even though I was on Solumedrol, when I got the Diladid I slept 16 hours. I have Diladid now in pill form and I can sleep at night for the first time in weeks. I am by no means pain free, but I sleep, and my pain is substantially relieved. I feel hope in this.
And that nurse—one thing I just want to say that lightens up the dark, is that this nurse took my face in her hands and kissed my forehead as soon as I got the Diladid, and said I’d have a better night. There are good and beautiful people in the world—she is, and you are.
Emily
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