Hello. I am currently experiencing symptoms that I had seven years ago which led to a diagnosis of MS. However, a new symptom has shown up that is pointing away from MS, retinal vasculitis. It may have been there all along, but, only caught now due to a new opthamologist who referred me to a specialist. My vision was the first symptom seven years ago too, only the vision field test then didn't show much.
Understandably, I am not at all pleased with the neurologist who diagnosed me. Seven years ago, none of the tests he ordered pointed to MS. He didn't order an LP because he said if I either had MS or Sjogrens Syndrom, the LP wouldn't differentiate. ???? (I am now thinking that was his biggest error and wishing so bad that I had known or known to insist that he should have ordered it to possibly rule them out!!!)
So, a few months after our first visit, he ordered another MRI. The MRI showed what he thought was a new lesion and said, I can't be for certain, but, I think you have MS and, at this time, I would rather treat than not treat.
The next four years I was on Rebif feeling sick every other night. Then I started having really stiff muscles and I blamed the Rebif and got on Copaxone. Because of the muscle stiffness, he ordered another MRI. The first since he dianosed me four years before. Well, I came back to review the results and he said. "Your MRI came back clear. The lesion is gone. I wonder what that was? Would almost think you don't have MS." When I questioned him, he then said "Oh, I still think it is MS." ???? Needless to say, my confidence in him all but disappeared.
Stupid me though. At the time, I should have gone to another neurologist for a second opinion. But, I was feeling so good I kept putting it off. Well, two years later I finally switched to an MS Specialist. He supported my first neurologists diagnosis because of a lesion behind my left eye (the eye with retinal vasculitis), but also said that I either have a mild case of MS or the medication is working and that I could probably go off the meds in a few years. Good news for me
Then about a month ago, the vision in my left eye blurred and I was diagnosed with the retinal vasculitis. Now the Retinal Specialist and MS Specialist are thinking I don't have MS after all. That the lesion he saw was actually from vasculitis not MS.
I won't know the LP, MRI, or EEG results for over a week but am seeing a rheumatologist on Thursday. The biggest reason that I am upset is about having injected myself almost everyday for seven years with very strong medication. If the LP does not support MS, I will be extremely upset that my first neurologist didn't order it. That we could have kept looking for whatever this is.
Although, I don't know the results yet, my gut feeling is that it too will come back negative for MS. Other symptoms I have had over the last seven years make me wonder if they have been pointing to something else. Definitely something rheumatological (is that a word ).
Okay. It feels good to get that all out. Once I get the LP results back and, assuming I am correct, I really really want to write a letter or something to let my first neurologist know. Is that wrong? To question why he didn't order such a standard test at the very beginning? I won't be mean but will definitely let him know that I am upset.
My purpose in writing would at the very least be to let him know that he should order an LP for other MS patients he may have if he hasn't already to avoid this in the future. That it could rule MS out. Seems like a no brainer now. !!!!
Any thoughts? If any of you haven't had an LP and there is any question about your diagnosis...get an LP!
(I will be rather humiliated if it comes back positive. But still...get an LP)
Understandably, I am not at all pleased with the neurologist who diagnosed me. Seven years ago, none of the tests he ordered pointed to MS. He didn't order an LP because he said if I either had MS or Sjogrens Syndrom, the LP wouldn't differentiate. ???? (I am now thinking that was his biggest error and wishing so bad that I had known or known to insist that he should have ordered it to possibly rule them out!!!)
So, a few months after our first visit, he ordered another MRI. The MRI showed what he thought was a new lesion and said, I can't be for certain, but, I think you have MS and, at this time, I would rather treat than not treat.
The next four years I was on Rebif feeling sick every other night. Then I started having really stiff muscles and I blamed the Rebif and got on Copaxone. Because of the muscle stiffness, he ordered another MRI. The first since he dianosed me four years before. Well, I came back to review the results and he said. "Your MRI came back clear. The lesion is gone. I wonder what that was? Would almost think you don't have MS." When I questioned him, he then said "Oh, I still think it is MS." ???? Needless to say, my confidence in him all but disappeared.
Stupid me though. At the time, I should have gone to another neurologist for a second opinion. But, I was feeling so good I kept putting it off. Well, two years later I finally switched to an MS Specialist. He supported my first neurologists diagnosis because of a lesion behind my left eye (the eye with retinal vasculitis), but also said that I either have a mild case of MS or the medication is working and that I could probably go off the meds in a few years. Good news for me
Then about a month ago, the vision in my left eye blurred and I was diagnosed with the retinal vasculitis. Now the Retinal Specialist and MS Specialist are thinking I don't have MS after all. That the lesion he saw was actually from vasculitis not MS.
I won't know the LP, MRI, or EEG results for over a week but am seeing a rheumatologist on Thursday. The biggest reason that I am upset is about having injected myself almost everyday for seven years with very strong medication. If the LP does not support MS, I will be extremely upset that my first neurologist didn't order it. That we could have kept looking for whatever this is.
Although, I don't know the results yet, my gut feeling is that it too will come back negative for MS. Other symptoms I have had over the last seven years make me wonder if they have been pointing to something else. Definitely something rheumatological (is that a word ).
Okay. It feels good to get that all out. Once I get the LP results back and, assuming I am correct, I really really want to write a letter or something to let my first neurologist know. Is that wrong? To question why he didn't order such a standard test at the very beginning? I won't be mean but will definitely let him know that I am upset.
My purpose in writing would at the very least be to let him know that he should order an LP for other MS patients he may have if he hasn't already to avoid this in the future. That it could rule MS out. Seems like a no brainer now. !!!!
Any thoughts? If any of you haven't had an LP and there is any question about your diagnosis...get an LP!
(I will be rather humiliated if it comes back positive. But still...get an LP)
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