I'VE BEEN SUFFERING FROM STABBING PAIN IN MY LOWER PELVIC REGION OVER THE LAST WEEK AND A HALF. IT'S SO BAD THAT IT FEELS AS THOUGH A KNIFE IS SAWING AT ME WHENEVER I MOVE, SORRY, IT'S THE BEST ANALOGY I CAN COME UP WITH FOR COMPARISON.
MY DOCTOR IS FAIRLY SURE THAT THIS IS ADHESION PAIN FROM PREVIOUS LAPAROSCOPIC SURGERIES THAT IS TETHERING DOWN MY UTERUS TO AN ORGAN BEHIND IT.
WHATEVER THE ISSUE, IT'S CAUSING A HECK OF A LOT OF PAIN.
MY ISSUE IS PRETTY BIG ACTUALLY. FIRST, WE HAVE TO GET THE PAIN UNDER CONTROL, WHICH REQUIRES MY INVOLVEMENT WITH A PAIN CLINIC. I HAVE THAT PART JUST ABOUT TAKEN CARE OF, TOMORROW I WILL SEE THE CLINIC FOLKS AND SHOULD START THAT. THE SECOND PROBLEM IS THAT THE PAIN MANAGEMENT IS JUST A BANDAID TO THE REAL PROBLEM. THE ONLY WAY TO REMOVE THE PROBLEM IS SURGICALLY.
I WAS GOING TO GET A HYSTERECTOMY ANYWAY DUE TO SOME PRETTY NASTY ENDOMETRIOSIS PAIN, BUT THIS JUST MAKES IT EVEN MORE IMPERATIVE THAT I DO SO QUICKLY.
THE FINAL PROBLEM, I NEED AN OKAY, A CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH, AS IT WERE, FROM MY NEUROLOGIST, TO BE ABLE TO GET THIS SURGERY. I'M CURRENTLY WITHOUT A NEUROLOGIST AND AM IN THE PROCESS OF GETTING A NEW ONE. THIS CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH MIGHT COME AT A COST, I MIGHT SACRIFICE MY ACTUAL HEALTH BY GETTING A MEDIOCRE EXAMINATION BY A NEUROLOGIST INSTEAD OF GETTING THE DIAGNOSIS THAT I'D HOPED FOR. MY PCP AND MY GYNECOLOGIST ARE PUSHING FOR A SURGERY YESTERDAY, BUT I CANNOT GET THIS SURGERY WITHOUT CLEARING THEIR MIND OF POSSIBLE DOUBT OF MY HAVING MS.
I'M FAIRLY SURE I HAVE MS.
SO THE PROBLEM IS, SHOULD I HAVE THIS SURGERY, AND ASK THEM TO JUST BE OVERLY CAUTIOUS AND DO IT AS AN EMERGENCY SURGERY? -IF THEY'LL EVEN DO THAT! OR... WAIT THE MONTHS TO YEARS FOR THE POSSIBLE DIAGNOSIS THAT MAY OR MAY NOT COME BEFORE I'M ALLOWED TO GET THIS SURGERY.
IT FEELS LIKE IT'S ALL CONTINGENT ON MY GETTING DIAGNOSED WITH MS. WELL PHOOEY ON THAT! IF ONLY ONE DOCTOR WOULD LOOK AT MY DARNED MRI THEY'D SEE THAT I HAVE ACTIVE LESIONS AND THEY'D KNOW THAT FROM MY HISTORY I'VE HAD MULTIPLE EXACERBATION AND THEN WE COULD PUSH FORWARD WITH CAUTION.
I FEEL OVERWHELMED BY IT ALL.
MY DOCTOR IS FAIRLY SURE THAT THIS IS ADHESION PAIN FROM PREVIOUS LAPAROSCOPIC SURGERIES THAT IS TETHERING DOWN MY UTERUS TO AN ORGAN BEHIND IT.
WHATEVER THE ISSUE, IT'S CAUSING A HECK OF A LOT OF PAIN.
MY ISSUE IS PRETTY BIG ACTUALLY. FIRST, WE HAVE TO GET THE PAIN UNDER CONTROL, WHICH REQUIRES MY INVOLVEMENT WITH A PAIN CLINIC. I HAVE THAT PART JUST ABOUT TAKEN CARE OF, TOMORROW I WILL SEE THE CLINIC FOLKS AND SHOULD START THAT. THE SECOND PROBLEM IS THAT THE PAIN MANAGEMENT IS JUST A BANDAID TO THE REAL PROBLEM. THE ONLY WAY TO REMOVE THE PROBLEM IS SURGICALLY.
I WAS GOING TO GET A HYSTERECTOMY ANYWAY DUE TO SOME PRETTY NASTY ENDOMETRIOSIS PAIN, BUT THIS JUST MAKES IT EVEN MORE IMPERATIVE THAT I DO SO QUICKLY.
THE FINAL PROBLEM, I NEED AN OKAY, A CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH, AS IT WERE, FROM MY NEUROLOGIST, TO BE ABLE TO GET THIS SURGERY. I'M CURRENTLY WITHOUT A NEUROLOGIST AND AM IN THE PROCESS OF GETTING A NEW ONE. THIS CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH MIGHT COME AT A COST, I MIGHT SACRIFICE MY ACTUAL HEALTH BY GETTING A MEDIOCRE EXAMINATION BY A NEUROLOGIST INSTEAD OF GETTING THE DIAGNOSIS THAT I'D HOPED FOR. MY PCP AND MY GYNECOLOGIST ARE PUSHING FOR A SURGERY YESTERDAY, BUT I CANNOT GET THIS SURGERY WITHOUT CLEARING THEIR MIND OF POSSIBLE DOUBT OF MY HAVING MS.
I'M FAIRLY SURE I HAVE MS.
SO THE PROBLEM IS, SHOULD I HAVE THIS SURGERY, AND ASK THEM TO JUST BE OVERLY CAUTIOUS AND DO IT AS AN EMERGENCY SURGERY? -IF THEY'LL EVEN DO THAT! OR... WAIT THE MONTHS TO YEARS FOR THE POSSIBLE DIAGNOSIS THAT MAY OR MAY NOT COME BEFORE I'M ALLOWED TO GET THIS SURGERY.
IT FEELS LIKE IT'S ALL CONTINGENT ON MY GETTING DIAGNOSED WITH MS. WELL PHOOEY ON THAT! IF ONLY ONE DOCTOR WOULD LOOK AT MY DARNED MRI THEY'D SEE THAT I HAVE ACTIVE LESIONS AND THEY'D KNOW THAT FROM MY HISTORY I'VE HAD MULTIPLE EXACERBATION AND THEN WE COULD PUSH FORWARD WITH CAUTION.
I FEEL OVERWHELMED BY IT ALL.
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