I have posted here a few times but today I just need to get my feelings of self pity off my chest.
I was diagnosed with rrms in November 2012 and so I have been going through the normal feelings of grief, anger, etc.
I just can't stand the days that I wake up and the world is gray and all I can do is cry. I hate to put my husband through this. I hate to feel this way. I hate MS.
My mom had MS so it has always been my worst nightmare. She had NO support. I was a teenager and didn't understand and my father left her. So now I feel guilty about that and she has been gone for over 20 years.
Well, venting doesn't really make me feel better. I do know that some days are like this and I will cherish the days that are better.
I was diagnosed with rrms in November 2012 and so I have been going through the normal feelings of grief, anger, etc.
I just can't stand the days that I wake up and the world is gray and all I can do is cry. I hate to put my husband through this. I hate to feel this way. I hate MS.
My mom had MS so it has always been my worst nightmare. She had NO support. I was a teenager and didn't understand and my father left her. So now I feel guilty about that and she has been gone for over 20 years.
Well, venting doesn't really make me feel better. I do know that some days are like this and I will cherish the days that are better.
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