So, I posted about possible gallbladder problems, which I still think are the most likely based on my sx. But to be "safe", the gastro doc thinks I should have an upper endoscopy too.
I made the mistake of reading about the procedure, and immediately freaked out! I thought they totally knocked you out!!! I am a wimp, no questions there, and I am terrified, absolutely terrified!
When I had an intestinal hernia some "residents" decided I needed an NG tube, and it was the WORST experience, I may still have PTSD from that one...fortunately a real doc came into the room and said "what do you think you're doing? And get that thing out of her"...I fell in love with HIM on the spot!
This feels like it will be a repeat- tube down the throat, feel like you can't swallow, bleeding, pain, etc... Yes, I know they "partially" sedate you (so they can give you fantastic directions like "swallow") ....no......I can't do this.
Give me an ultra-sound, an x-ray....find the frickin' gallbladder problem, but please don't subject me to this torture.
Okay, I know many of you will shake your heads in disgust at my idiocy, laugh at my lack of toughness (and grit according to my uncle!), but I am a self-proclaimed baby, wimp, freakishly fearful patient, whatever you want to call it!! I just have no business being anywhere near doctors or hospitals, or sickness of any kind! Joke is on me, right?!
If any of you have POSITIVE stories about this procedure, please share! But please don't elaborate on the negative things I already know about myself. My husband says he doesn't know how I made it through 2 C-sections, a hysterectomy, and multiple other surgeries. My answer is "one step at a time, lots of tears, and lots of prayer", which is what I'll have to do now.
After you read this post, please forget about it. I'm normally a pretty nice, normal person, and I don't want y'all to remember me this way!
I made the mistake of reading about the procedure, and immediately freaked out! I thought they totally knocked you out!!! I am a wimp, no questions there, and I am terrified, absolutely terrified!
When I had an intestinal hernia some "residents" decided I needed an NG tube, and it was the WORST experience, I may still have PTSD from that one...fortunately a real doc came into the room and said "what do you think you're doing? And get that thing out of her"...I fell in love with HIM on the spot!
This feels like it will be a repeat- tube down the throat, feel like you can't swallow, bleeding, pain, etc... Yes, I know they "partially" sedate you (so they can give you fantastic directions like "swallow") ....no......I can't do this.
Give me an ultra-sound, an x-ray....find the frickin' gallbladder problem, but please don't subject me to this torture.
Okay, I know many of you will shake your heads in disgust at my idiocy, laugh at my lack of toughness (and grit according to my uncle!), but I am a self-proclaimed baby, wimp, freakishly fearful patient, whatever you want to call it!! I just have no business being anywhere near doctors or hospitals, or sickness of any kind! Joke is on me, right?!
If any of you have POSITIVE stories about this procedure, please share! But please don't elaborate on the negative things I already know about myself. My husband says he doesn't know how I made it through 2 C-sections, a hysterectomy, and multiple other surgeries. My answer is "one step at a time, lots of tears, and lots of prayer", which is what I'll have to do now.
After you read this post, please forget about it. I'm normally a pretty nice, normal person, and I don't want y'all to remember me this way!
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