You might think I am scared because of new symptoms. No. Not this time. It's the HEAT! It's 100+ degrees for the next 10 days with no end in sight.
I have to drive to doctor's appointments and my Tysabri infusion and I have a surgery coming up. I try to tell myself I am silly to think this way, but I am very superstitious about the end of August. So many bad things have happened at this time of the year I cannot even begin to list them. In the summer of 1987 I was especially anxious about the eventuality of August. To my horror, my neck was injured on August 27 that was to make me disabled for the rest of my life.
There are only a few more days left of August this year but I still have to go out shopping and to 2 more doctors appts. In the summer I usually do groceries at 3am to stay away from the heat and the traffic but, right now, it's still too hot at that hour. What if this weather continues during the whole month of September?
I know. Don't worry about things. Nothing has happened yet. It's just the potential possibility is very very large. Everyone is drunk and crazy on the road and my car is 120 inside.
Sorry for the rant. I'm just truly scared.
I have to drive to doctor's appointments and my Tysabri infusion and I have a surgery coming up. I try to tell myself I am silly to think this way, but I am very superstitious about the end of August. So many bad things have happened at this time of the year I cannot even begin to list them. In the summer of 1987 I was especially anxious about the eventuality of August. To my horror, my neck was injured on August 27 that was to make me disabled for the rest of my life.
There are only a few more days left of August this year but I still have to go out shopping and to 2 more doctors appts. In the summer I usually do groceries at 3am to stay away from the heat and the traffic but, right now, it's still too hot at that hour. What if this weather continues during the whole month of September?
I know. Don't worry about things. Nothing has happened yet. It's just the potential possibility is very very large. Everyone is drunk and crazy on the road and my car is 120 inside.
Sorry for the rant. I'm just truly scared.
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