Hi everyone my names nick, when i was 17 i was diagnosed with my MS i am now 18. Every doctor just told me how lucky i was that we caught it so early. I lost my eye sight and was in the hospital forever getting pumped with steroids... how is that lucky?
Growing up baseball was always my love. It was what i was good at, and it always made me happy. After i was diagnosed i commited to play baseball at a division 2 college in my home state and did so in my hospital bed. Ive been working as hard as i can but i cant do thee running and tough workouts, sometimes i just feel like what i love is being taken away from me.
Days like today i could barely walk to my classes. I feal so weak i cant compete with my own team mates and im falling behind. This is my dream and ill never give it up. But some days just seem so tough. Just thought this might be a good place to let some emotions out. Thank you for all who read!
** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **
Growing up baseball was always my love. It was what i was good at, and it always made me happy. After i was diagnosed i commited to play baseball at a division 2 college in my home state and did so in my hospital bed. Ive been working as hard as i can but i cant do thee running and tough workouts, sometimes i just feel like what i love is being taken away from me.
Days like today i could barely walk to my classes. I feal so weak i cant compete with my own team mates and im falling behind. This is my dream and ill never give it up. But some days just seem so tough. Just thought this might be a good place to let some emotions out. Thank you for all who read!
** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **
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