Long post ahead:
I am am going to be brutally honest about myself. I need help. I have a great team of medical providers, but that have all failed so far to give me an option that has worked for me.
I'm almost 40. I weigh 400 lbs. I'm a nurse that is struggling to work because of horrific spasticity and due to the spasticity, I'm becoming more sedentary.
My left leg is a mess. I take 90 mg Baclofen, 24 mg Zanaflex, and 4 mg Valium daily as well as 500 of Botox every 3 months in the left leg. I don't get the seizing of the leg any more, but the pain and difficulty bearing weight on some days are still present.
My primary doctor believes me about about my eating habits because we have been through hell and back. My lipids are great, my sugar is great, I have the labs of a 200 lb. runner she told me (minus the hypertension).
I've had MS for a couple years now. Been on Gilenya for over a year and last MRI was promising. No active lesions, few new smaller lesions that may have presented during switchover from other 2 meds I tried and failed.
I work nights. I eat salad with a hard boiled egg and 2 tbsp cheddar cheese / dressing or fish instead of an egg for 1 meal a day. I drink 2 cups of coffee and water only daily. Some days I eat 3 meals and some days it's only the one. If I'm busy at work, I don't eat. If I'm not hungry, I don't eat.
My doctor tells me this may be the problem? I need to eat even when I'm not hungry to keep a regular eating pattern. How do I force myself to eat when I have meds to pass and patients to talk to before they go to bed?
On top of this, even if my leg was up to it, my insurance will absolutely not cover any med for fatigue other than Provigil which gave me bad headaches - so I fall asleep a lot and have such low energy.
I have a young daughter and I want to see her get married some day. I want to meet my grandkids. 400 lb. people rarely do that.
I am open to any advice or opinions.
Thanks.
I am am going to be brutally honest about myself. I need help. I have a great team of medical providers, but that have all failed so far to give me an option that has worked for me.
I'm almost 40. I weigh 400 lbs. I'm a nurse that is struggling to work because of horrific spasticity and due to the spasticity, I'm becoming more sedentary.
My left leg is a mess. I take 90 mg Baclofen, 24 mg Zanaflex, and 4 mg Valium daily as well as 500 of Botox every 3 months in the left leg. I don't get the seizing of the leg any more, but the pain and difficulty bearing weight on some days are still present.
My primary doctor believes me about about my eating habits because we have been through hell and back. My lipids are great, my sugar is great, I have the labs of a 200 lb. runner she told me (minus the hypertension).
I've had MS for a couple years now. Been on Gilenya for over a year and last MRI was promising. No active lesions, few new smaller lesions that may have presented during switchover from other 2 meds I tried and failed.
I work nights. I eat salad with a hard boiled egg and 2 tbsp cheddar cheese / dressing or fish instead of an egg for 1 meal a day. I drink 2 cups of coffee and water only daily. Some days I eat 3 meals and some days it's only the one. If I'm busy at work, I don't eat. If I'm not hungry, I don't eat.
My doctor tells me this may be the problem? I need to eat even when I'm not hungry to keep a regular eating pattern. How do I force myself to eat when I have meds to pass and patients to talk to before they go to bed?
On top of this, even if my leg was up to it, my insurance will absolutely not cover any med for fatigue other than Provigil which gave me bad headaches - so I fall asleep a lot and have such low energy.
I have a young daughter and I want to see her get married some day. I want to meet my grandkids. 400 lb. people rarely do that.
I am open to any advice or opinions.
Thanks.
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