I've been on this roller coaster since October, so I'm fairly new. I'm also still in what you all call "Limbo" although my Ophtha-Nuero gave me that sad-faced "I'm sorry I can't give you an official diagnosis, but I'm going to nod and tell you that I think you have MS every time you come in to see me" shpeal yet again this past week... But anyway, sorry for the long story but its necessary for the question at the end...
Went in for my follow up after my EMG, NCS, and VEP/SEP and my Ophtha-Neuro asked how everything was and did the typical nuero assessment stuff. I felt like I did pretty good considering I was having a kinda "off" day to start with (didn't sleep well, had family in town, my neck was spasming like crazy, my left foot was numb, it was hot out, you know the deal). He said all seemed the same as last visit (which was only 2 weeks prior).
So then I told him about my "new" symptom, which is what I can only assume is what is refereed to as the MS hug. It started as a pain at the base of my skull, then a soreness in the front and back of my neck, followed by a feeling of electricity running down my spine. That went on for about a week. By that time I went to my PCP thinking that maybe I had some kinda problem with my allergy meds (which I had gone off of because my allergy season had ended). Long story short, she told me that I was having muscle spasms and that the electricity feeling was a nerve issue and to tell my Nuero at my next visit. She prescribed me muscle relaxers (which I didn't take because the side effects included headaches, numbness, tingling, and drowsiness NONE of which I need nor want more of). I started to pay more attention to the "pains" I was feeling in my neck and back and sure enough it felt like I was having off/on Charlie Horses in the muscles. It got worse at night when I was tired and then happened all night long and for the first hour after waking up (until my morning coffee kicked in), which explained why I was in the most pain first thing in the morning. Two days later I had what I would call my first MS hug. I was tired and hot after a full day of chasing my little ones around outside at the playground. I sat down on the sofa, exhausted after putting them to bed, and it felt like a muscle spasm that started in my neck went down my back and wrapped around my right rib cage and went all the way to the center of my chest. At first I thought I was having a heart attack. By the time I got up to find my phone and call my husband (who has EMT training) it was over and I was just sore. It happened again 3-4 times the next few days.
I explained all of this to my Ophtha-Nuero. He poked my neck and back a bit. Then told me he thought I had Cervicalgia and was sending me to a Physical Therapist for Evaluation and Treatment. Then he gave me a prescription for Naproxen and tried to send me on my way. I felt rushed out of the office as he hadn't even told me anything about my test results from the previous visit nor had he mentioned anything else about MS or anything. As he was sending me out the door I was like "woah wait a minute!" then I explained to him that he was the second doctor to have mentioned MS to me and that my symptoms were interfering with my daily life. I told him that I wanted a Spinal MRI (to go with my existing Brain MRI, countless blood tests and other tests, etc) to help explain some of these symptoms or rule MS in or out. I also told him that I'd been juggled between doctors for 8 months and that no one had actually TREATED or explained the original symptoms that I went in for in the beginning of October 2015 (numbness, tingling, dizziness). I told him that I hadn't been able to run since October and that it had gotten to the point where I had barely felt my left foot in months.
He seemed sympathetic and sat back down with me in the office. He said "your insurance wont let me send you for an MRI, they will think your neck pain is an injury... the physical therapy will either make it better or it wont, if it doesn't then they will know it's not an injury and I can send you for an MRI" Then he said "if you have MS then nothing I do will make it better, I have to watch your symptoms... I have tests to compare future tests to now" then he said something that really hit me hard "if you haven't felt your foot in months, you might not ever feel it again... if you can run then run while you can."
So my questions:
1. I looked up Cervicalgia, I have no symptoms of that and it doesn't make since to me... Has it happened to anyone else that your doctor has diagnosed you with something entirely wrong and send you for a "second opinion" or treatment (in my case from a physical therapist) just to prove to insurance that other things have been tried before doing what they know needs to be done? Is this a normal procedure?
2. Does this sound like an MS Hug to you? They only seem to happen when I'm over heated or exhausted. Sometimes I wake up late at night with them.
3. Is your diagnosis story go something like this too? I'm curious if this whole first line of tests (which I assumed would actually lead to a diagnosis) area actually only only the "baseline" tests which will be used to compare future tests too, to show changes. How long did this process take for all of you?
4. Does what my doctor said at the end of my visit seem like he's trying to tell me, without actually telling me, that I have MS? It seems ridiculous to keep guessing and reading between the lines, but i understand he cant officially diagnose me without the right medical evidence, but it seemed like he's trying to tell me...
I admire those of you that have dealt with all of this mumbo-jumbo for so long. This is crazy! I feel like my body is falling apart.
Went in for my follow up after my EMG, NCS, and VEP/SEP and my Ophtha-Neuro asked how everything was and did the typical nuero assessment stuff. I felt like I did pretty good considering I was having a kinda "off" day to start with (didn't sleep well, had family in town, my neck was spasming like crazy, my left foot was numb, it was hot out, you know the deal). He said all seemed the same as last visit (which was only 2 weeks prior).
So then I told him about my "new" symptom, which is what I can only assume is what is refereed to as the MS hug. It started as a pain at the base of my skull, then a soreness in the front and back of my neck, followed by a feeling of electricity running down my spine. That went on for about a week. By that time I went to my PCP thinking that maybe I had some kinda problem with my allergy meds (which I had gone off of because my allergy season had ended). Long story short, she told me that I was having muscle spasms and that the electricity feeling was a nerve issue and to tell my Nuero at my next visit. She prescribed me muscle relaxers (which I didn't take because the side effects included headaches, numbness, tingling, and drowsiness NONE of which I need nor want more of). I started to pay more attention to the "pains" I was feeling in my neck and back and sure enough it felt like I was having off/on Charlie Horses in the muscles. It got worse at night when I was tired and then happened all night long and for the first hour after waking up (until my morning coffee kicked in), which explained why I was in the most pain first thing in the morning. Two days later I had what I would call my first MS hug. I was tired and hot after a full day of chasing my little ones around outside at the playground. I sat down on the sofa, exhausted after putting them to bed, and it felt like a muscle spasm that started in my neck went down my back and wrapped around my right rib cage and went all the way to the center of my chest. At first I thought I was having a heart attack. By the time I got up to find my phone and call my husband (who has EMT training) it was over and I was just sore. It happened again 3-4 times the next few days.
I explained all of this to my Ophtha-Nuero. He poked my neck and back a bit. Then told me he thought I had Cervicalgia and was sending me to a Physical Therapist for Evaluation and Treatment. Then he gave me a prescription for Naproxen and tried to send me on my way. I felt rushed out of the office as he hadn't even told me anything about my test results from the previous visit nor had he mentioned anything else about MS or anything. As he was sending me out the door I was like "woah wait a minute!" then I explained to him that he was the second doctor to have mentioned MS to me and that my symptoms were interfering with my daily life. I told him that I wanted a Spinal MRI (to go with my existing Brain MRI, countless blood tests and other tests, etc) to help explain some of these symptoms or rule MS in or out. I also told him that I'd been juggled between doctors for 8 months and that no one had actually TREATED or explained the original symptoms that I went in for in the beginning of October 2015 (numbness, tingling, dizziness). I told him that I hadn't been able to run since October and that it had gotten to the point where I had barely felt my left foot in months.
He seemed sympathetic and sat back down with me in the office. He said "your insurance wont let me send you for an MRI, they will think your neck pain is an injury... the physical therapy will either make it better or it wont, if it doesn't then they will know it's not an injury and I can send you for an MRI" Then he said "if you have MS then nothing I do will make it better, I have to watch your symptoms... I have tests to compare future tests to now" then he said something that really hit me hard "if you haven't felt your foot in months, you might not ever feel it again... if you can run then run while you can."
So my questions:
1. I looked up Cervicalgia, I have no symptoms of that and it doesn't make since to me... Has it happened to anyone else that your doctor has diagnosed you with something entirely wrong and send you for a "second opinion" or treatment (in my case from a physical therapist) just to prove to insurance that other things have been tried before doing what they know needs to be done? Is this a normal procedure?
2. Does this sound like an MS Hug to you? They only seem to happen when I'm over heated or exhausted. Sometimes I wake up late at night with them.
3. Is your diagnosis story go something like this too? I'm curious if this whole first line of tests (which I assumed would actually lead to a diagnosis) area actually only only the "baseline" tests which will be used to compare future tests too, to show changes. How long did this process take for all of you?
4. Does what my doctor said at the end of my visit seem like he's trying to tell me, without actually telling me, that I have MS? It seems ridiculous to keep guessing and reading between the lines, but i understand he cant officially diagnose me without the right medical evidence, but it seemed like he's trying to tell me...
I admire those of you that have dealt with all of this mumbo-jumbo for so long. This is crazy! I feel like my body is falling apart.
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