I have a feeling that I have had many relapses over the years but didn't recognize them. I never reported all the bad stuff that has come along. So maybe I should have been in the hospital or at least in the doctor's office. I just kept it to myself and assumed I was just "not feeling good".
I can't count the number of times I felt like something was really wrong, but I just kept plugging away, doing the best I could.
Now I'm in a permanent "feeling bad" mode. It never gets any better any more. I used to be given 3 or 4 "good" days a month. Not anymore!
So keeping this from my neuro is probably the reason she thinks I've "burned out". I never thought of this before. My last appointment (last week) she never asked any questions and I never asked any or mentioned my problems, except for the fatigue.
Does anyone think I might be thinking right here? Could I have brought this worsening on myself by not complaining?
I can't count the number of times I felt like something was really wrong, but I just kept plugging away, doing the best I could.
Now I'm in a permanent "feeling bad" mode. It never gets any better any more. I used to be given 3 or 4 "good" days a month. Not anymore!
So keeping this from my neuro is probably the reason she thinks I've "burned out". I never thought of this before. My last appointment (last week) she never asked any questions and I never asked any or mentioned my problems, except for the fatigue.
Does anyone think I might be thinking right here? Could I have brought this worsening on myself by not complaining?
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