I have no where else to talk about this. I have been in a depressed funk for so long I'm not sure I would know how to feel better, or what that feels like anymore. Dr is playing around with my meds but meanwhile ...
I just had a MRI done and good news, Ms is stable and no new lesions. Oh, and by the way I have another non cancerous tumor. It's really small right now but "may-may not" grow and cause seizures among a myriad of other things. The first one is in my left ear and I have lost 75% hearing in that ear.
I'm not looking for answers, just need to tell someone. Dr suggested I talk with a PSY DR and they are booked a few months out but I have an appt scheduled. Maybe the depression drugs will help. Don't misunderstand, I'm not suicidal, just really, really sad all of the time.
Hubby has said he's had enough. Enough of living with ms, enough of me being depressed, enough of our life together. After 30 yrs of marriage he's not sure if he wants to move on but he is considering it. He's the one and only love of my life. We've been together since high school.
Even good news is tainted by upsetting news. How can people see the light at the light at the end?
I just had a MRI done and good news, Ms is stable and no new lesions. Oh, and by the way I have another non cancerous tumor. It's really small right now but "may-may not" grow and cause seizures among a myriad of other things. The first one is in my left ear and I have lost 75% hearing in that ear.
I'm not looking for answers, just need to tell someone. Dr suggested I talk with a PSY DR and they are booked a few months out but I have an appt scheduled. Maybe the depression drugs will help. Don't misunderstand, I'm not suicidal, just really, really sad all of the time.
Hubby has said he's had enough. Enough of living with ms, enough of me being depressed, enough of our life together. After 30 yrs of marriage he's not sure if he wants to move on but he is considering it. He's the one and only love of my life. We've been together since high school.
Even good news is tainted by upsetting news. How can people see the light at the light at the end?
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