I have been reading the posts both positive and negative since finding this site. I have always had "rose colored glasses" but I lost them when I was DX. I appreciate that I can come here on my "bad" days because this is the place where people really understand.
I got a cold about 2 weeks ago. It was bad and I am not sure I am not in a flare because I got over the cold symptoms but I feel terrible every day. My husband is great, my sons are great, my life is great except for when I am sick every day for weeks at a time. I am always sick now but when it is worse than "normal" it is a very isolating and lonely place. No one can really relate except for those who have been there themselves.
I have lost my appetite (and 40 pounds). I love to eat but I can't stand it now. I can't sleep. I am dizzy every day etc, etc. But the worst part is the sick feeling that won't go away. It DOES strip joy from life despite the efforts I make to remind myself that it could be much, much worse. So, I am glad that I can say that here without someone telling me I would feel better if I just had a more positive attitude.
MS is a very lonely place to live. I admire and trust my doctor but there is so little he can do to help. I believe this bad time will pass but I will still have MS and it will still be terrible.
I got a cold about 2 weeks ago. It was bad and I am not sure I am not in a flare because I got over the cold symptoms but I feel terrible every day. My husband is great, my sons are great, my life is great except for when I am sick every day for weeks at a time. I am always sick now but when it is worse than "normal" it is a very isolating and lonely place. No one can really relate except for those who have been there themselves.
I have lost my appetite (and 40 pounds). I love to eat but I can't stand it now. I can't sleep. I am dizzy every day etc, etc. But the worst part is the sick feeling that won't go away. It DOES strip joy from life despite the efforts I make to remind myself that it could be much, much worse. So, I am glad that I can say that here without someone telling me I would feel better if I just had a more positive attitude.
MS is a very lonely place to live. I admire and trust my doctor but there is so little he can do to help. I believe this bad time will pass but I will still have MS and it will still be terrible.
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