Hello my friends,
This stupid disease, has pummeled me, on so many occasions and over and over again. I'm my pitiful MS prison, I pray "God, just kill me dead!" I can't keep doing this. Recently, I prayed a similar prayer, completely in misery and having a new attack. It just wasn't a life. I was loosing my home, out of money and I am on my own. I thought this stress would surely do me in. So again, I told God to take everything, EVERYTHING. I had no fight left in me, NONE. The next day, a group came to my home from a TV show and restored my home. Next my 3 year battle for SSDI ended.
I come to this site so often to read, and in desperation post to the only group "that gets it .
Today I wanted to share a Great story. There is no way I could have journaled that ending to my mess of a situation...but now I know, somehow, through the worst of the worst. A day will come when you are so happy you have weathered the storm.
I forget to share those days, and I do look for hope in posts. So today is a good day and I wanted to share it.
Also, I found few words of wisdom when I was working with alternative practitioners (way back) I though may be helpful to someone.
1. You do have the best job, on the Titanic!
2. Use your cleverness to think simply
3. Stay focused on today, tomorrow will take care of itself
4. Trust myself and my decisions, decisions are not made to be popular.
5. You work for everyone but yourself
6. After what I have been through, I can do anything!
Thank you for being such a wonderful group who give hugs freely whenever I need one or 10!
Much love,
Tracy
This stupid disease, has pummeled me, on so many occasions and over and over again. I'm my pitiful MS prison, I pray "God, just kill me dead!" I can't keep doing this. Recently, I prayed a similar prayer, completely in misery and having a new attack. It just wasn't a life. I was loosing my home, out of money and I am on my own. I thought this stress would surely do me in. So again, I told God to take everything, EVERYTHING. I had no fight left in me, NONE. The next day, a group came to my home from a TV show and restored my home. Next my 3 year battle for SSDI ended.
I come to this site so often to read, and in desperation post to the only group "that gets it .
Today I wanted to share a Great story. There is no way I could have journaled that ending to my mess of a situation...but now I know, somehow, through the worst of the worst. A day will come when you are so happy you have weathered the storm.
I forget to share those days, and I do look for hope in posts. So today is a good day and I wanted to share it.
Also, I found few words of wisdom when I was working with alternative practitioners (way back) I though may be helpful to someone.
1. You do have the best job, on the Titanic!
2. Use your cleverness to think simply
3. Stay focused on today, tomorrow will take care of itself
4. Trust myself and my decisions, decisions are not made to be popular.
5. You work for everyone but yourself
6. After what I have been through, I can do anything!
Thank you for being such a wonderful group who give hugs freely whenever I need one or 10!
Much love,
Tracy
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