Fear and Hope
Sometimes I am terrified. A pure fear unlike any I have felt in my entire adult life.
It is the fear of what could,...most likely will, happen to me.
As I watch my right arm slowly succumb to this insidious disease, I watch my last bridge burning.
It is this fear that won't let me quit. There would be no quicker way to what I fear...than quitting.
Fear and Hope. At opposite ends of the spectrum. The closer you move towards hope, the further you get from fear. So am I running towards hope or running from fear?
After building a career...and a character, based on the mantra of "not being motivated by fear"...
Am I motivated by fear?
Stand Time: 6 minutes (surpasses my longest stand time from 18 months ago)
Sometimes I am terrified. A pure fear unlike any I have felt in my entire adult life.
It is the fear of what could,...most likely will, happen to me.
As I watch my right arm slowly succumb to this insidious disease, I watch my last bridge burning.
It is this fear that won't let me quit. There would be no quicker way to what I fear...than quitting.
Fear and Hope. At opposite ends of the spectrum. The closer you move towards hope, the further you get from fear. So am I running towards hope or running from fear?
After building a career...and a character, based on the mantra of "not being motivated by fear"...
Am I motivated by fear?
Stand Time: 6 minutes (surpasses my longest stand time from 18 months ago)
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