I don't really bring up the ms topic with my family. My dad's a retired neuro-radiologist but seems to be in denial about this disease and doesn't seem concerned. He was also in denial when I approached him with symptoms over the years. But that's why I don't want to rehash it all.
I know this disease manifests differently for everyone and there's no predicting the course but I'm wondering if I should accept that the odds are that I'll have a less than benign course. And should I mention this to him and ask for some help w/ possible future scenarios.
1.5 T mri says I have over 75 punctate and confluent deep white matter cerebral and cerebellar lesions in frontal, parietal, occipital, temporal lobes, pons, medulla, and bilateral cerebellar hemispheres. Three lesions extend into cortex. And on undersurface of corpus collasum, particularly genu and splenium. Also greater than 25 "black holes" in frontal, parietal, cerebellum, and pons.
Does anyone else have a similar lesion load and would you care to describe how you're feeling in general. overall I think I'm doing ok edss-wise - with some exceptions. And normal ventricles, so low atrophy?
If you had the luxury of asking for help for future developments, would you address this with whoever had the ability to help? What would you ask for if anything? Or should I not throw this in anyone's face. I don't really know how to approach it myself.
Thanks for reading.
I know this disease manifests differently for everyone and there's no predicting the course but I'm wondering if I should accept that the odds are that I'll have a less than benign course. And should I mention this to him and ask for some help w/ possible future scenarios.
1.5 T mri says I have over 75 punctate and confluent deep white matter cerebral and cerebellar lesions in frontal, parietal, occipital, temporal lobes, pons, medulla, and bilateral cerebellar hemispheres. Three lesions extend into cortex. And on undersurface of corpus collasum, particularly genu and splenium. Also greater than 25 "black holes" in frontal, parietal, cerebellum, and pons.
Does anyone else have a similar lesion load and would you care to describe how you're feeling in general. overall I think I'm doing ok edss-wise - with some exceptions. And normal ventricles, so low atrophy?
If you had the luxury of asking for help for future developments, would you address this with whoever had the ability to help? What would you ask for if anything? Or should I not throw this in anyone's face. I don't really know how to approach it myself.
Thanks for reading.
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