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I want to thank everyone for the prayers and advise. I'm still fighting major depression and still overwhelmed with being uncertain of my financial, taxes, and healthcare status. I also found out the hard way 2 days ago that I'm no longer a state employee as I was denied Temp disability without pay. I seem to get further distance from church right now, as I'm a member of a small congregation, and don't have a lot of resources there or no one has really reached out. My kids feel comfortable there.
I had just found out the hard way from one my kids since posting this thread. My son happened to see my ex wife kissing another man at a neighborhood party where they live couple weekends ago. While telling his sister and me, my daughter started crying which upset me more to know how it affected her. I thought I was over my ex wife and had no problem with her moving on or the fact of the day that I am replaced. We have all been divorced not even 7 months and were married for 17 years. I can see that I'm still not over my divorce and my love for her.
I even saw my counselor Wednesday. I'm sick of feeling hopeless. It seems I can only relate to other people right now with MS or that I have a disability. I have even enjoyed getting on the chat room here being able to open up and find out how others are coping with everyday life living with MS. I do have a good sense of humor and do like to laugh. It just seems that I'm struggling to do that lately. The local MS support groups that I have attended have also been nice, very small, but hardly anyone that is divorced currently or my age that can relate.
If anyone knows if this website or chat rooms have any men or women that have gone through the heartache of divorce, or currently divorce, having young children, and to cope with this disease of MS all together. Its very hard to relate to divorce singles whether if they are in church, friends, or just public in general if that don't have a disease such as MS. Is it also possible to create a chat room for anyone fighting divorce with MS.
This past week I have gotten out in attempt of moving on finding more information about volunteering in the community and I so want to be an advocate for MS or for other disabilities. I want to help others that have had their whole world ripped apart and that are having so much trouble trying to get assistance or needing help to overcome the major changes in their life.
Thank You again to everyone that have replied and that will continue too. I want to do the same for each of you. I know I need to move on and stop feeling sorry for myself.
God Bless,
Jazz from Texas
I want to thank everyone for the prayers and advise. I'm still fighting major depression and still overwhelmed with being uncertain of my financial, taxes, and healthcare status. I also found out the hard way 2 days ago that I'm no longer a state employee as I was denied Temp disability without pay. I seem to get further distance from church right now, as I'm a member of a small congregation, and don't have a lot of resources there or no one has really reached out. My kids feel comfortable there.
I had just found out the hard way from one my kids since posting this thread. My son happened to see my ex wife kissing another man at a neighborhood party where they live couple weekends ago. While telling his sister and me, my daughter started crying which upset me more to know how it affected her. I thought I was over my ex wife and had no problem with her moving on or the fact of the day that I am replaced. We have all been divorced not even 7 months and were married for 17 years. I can see that I'm still not over my divorce and my love for her.
I even saw my counselor Wednesday. I'm sick of feeling hopeless. It seems I can only relate to other people right now with MS or that I have a disability. I have even enjoyed getting on the chat room here being able to open up and find out how others are coping with everyday life living with MS. I do have a good sense of humor and do like to laugh. It just seems that I'm struggling to do that lately. The local MS support groups that I have attended have also been nice, very small, but hardly anyone that is divorced currently or my age that can relate.
If anyone knows if this website or chat rooms have any men or women that have gone through the heartache of divorce, or currently divorce, having young children, and to cope with this disease of MS all together. Its very hard to relate to divorce singles whether if they are in church, friends, or just public in general if that don't have a disease such as MS. Is it also possible to create a chat room for anyone fighting divorce with MS.
This past week I have gotten out in attempt of moving on finding more information about volunteering in the community and I so want to be an advocate for MS or for other disabilities. I want to help others that have had their whole world ripped apart and that are having so much trouble trying to get assistance or needing help to overcome the major changes in their life.
Thank You again to everyone that have replied and that will continue too. I want to do the same for each of you. I know I need to move on and stop feeling sorry for myself.
God Bless,
Jazz from Texas
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