On the one hand, I am relieved I have a dx after so many years of seemingly random symptoms that came and went and came again. Now it all makes sense in hindsight.
On the other hand, I am so scared about the future, I can hardly breathe. While I am married and my spouse has been great, I am the sole breadwinner and have a lot of work responsibility. He basically tends to my needs so that I can get through the day.
My cognitive issues have gotten so bad, I feel like I may lose my job, and if that happens, there goes my house, security of a good job, medical benes, the whole 9 yards.
So I try to be strong for him (since I always have been) and worry about what tomorrow will bring, all the while having no clue whatsoever.
How does everyone cope with the unknown of it all?
On the other hand, I am so scared about the future, I can hardly breathe. While I am married and my spouse has been great, I am the sole breadwinner and have a lot of work responsibility. He basically tends to my needs so that I can get through the day.
My cognitive issues have gotten so bad, I feel like I may lose my job, and if that happens, there goes my house, security of a good job, medical benes, the whole 9 yards.
So I try to be strong for him (since I always have been) and worry about what tomorrow will bring, all the while having no clue whatsoever.
How does everyone cope with the unknown of it all?
Comment