This is what I have to hear from my mom whenever my long gone abilities are brought up. One girl who wrote to a magazine was able to climb a mountain (I don't remember her story, but I want to say her only symptom had been ON), so that means if I keep exercising, I'll be able to run again! Yes, if I'm willing to trip over my own feet.
I am getting so sick of having MS symptoms and being reminded daily just by waking up of what has been taken away from me. No, I don't want to be all rosy and think positively about what I can do in the future because most likely I'll never do that stuff again. It really upsets me to look back at the life I used to have and know that I will never have that again. My mom seems to take it as I'd rather stay at home and collect disability (if I ever get approved) than to get back out there and do the one thing I was good at.
I know I'm jumping around here a bit, but this is the crap I have to hear all the time. If I try, I will run again, and if I start putting out my resume, I will have my career back. I point out how I've been a gimp for over a year now, so I most likely will never walk totally normally again. Then I'm reminded of the girl in the magazine. But I'm not her! I swear, I'm fighting a losing battle.
I am getting so sick of having MS symptoms and being reminded daily just by waking up of what has been taken away from me. No, I don't want to be all rosy and think positively about what I can do in the future because most likely I'll never do that stuff again. It really upsets me to look back at the life I used to have and know that I will never have that again. My mom seems to take it as I'd rather stay at home and collect disability (if I ever get approved) than to get back out there and do the one thing I was good at.
I know I'm jumping around here a bit, but this is the crap I have to hear all the time. If I try, I will run again, and if I start putting out my resume, I will have my career back. I point out how I've been a gimp for over a year now, so I most likely will never walk totally normally again. Then I'm reminded of the girl in the magazine. But I'm not her! I swear, I'm fighting a losing battle.
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