Waiting Room at the MS clinic...EEEK!

[Tawanda]

This is how I try to live and think also.

My MS has been very unstable lately and I have been spending a lot more time in waiting rooms. I try to acknowledge and speak to people around me without regard to their level of disability.

But when I am talking to someone that is really challenged, I am always paranoid that they can see me squirming.
I can't help it. The idea of complete loss of physical control over myself is terrifying.

I have suffered some real losses over the past 6 months.
Sometimes the waiting room is like a nightmare. I feel like "Scrooge" being forced to look at "Christmas Future".
(unfortunately we never wake up from this dream.)

The attitude of gratitude is a great... but some of the time I still want to scream TRUCK!!! (or something that sounds like that)

Clever, honest, sad, yet hilarious. Your posts never disappoint, Tommylee. Hang in there. You're not alone here at MSW as we are all just Bozos on this bus.!