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    Hello from Colorado

    Newly diagnosed and looking for information, support, and connections.  My name is Anna and I live in Colorado. It has taken some time to get a diagnosis and a little frustrating. But after reading, it appears getting a diagnosis isn’t always easy and I guess it just took a while for me to get my Neurologist (Dr. Z) to connect the dots. The first symptom occurred in 2006 while I was competing in a horse show. I had the most terrible pain in my right leg and after visiting the ER was told I had a sprained ankle. Gotta love ER’s! After getting back home, I went to my primary care because not only was I in terrible pain, I had cramping and now had lost the use of my footwould eventually be diagnosed with “dropped foot”. Eventually landed at the Neurologist where I was told that the best guess was that I had a horse accident (which never seemed to make sense and frankly I never thought was accurate) and that it had torn the nerves behind my right knee. I had numbness, weakness, and a drop foot for about a year.

    The next significant episode was I woke with SSHL (Sudden Sensorial Hearing Loss) in my right ear about 4 years later in 2010. The loss was treated with steroids but the loss turned out to be significant and permanent so I am largely deaf in my right ear. In my appointments with both the ENT and Neurologist, I asked if the nerve damage in my leg and the nerve damage/death in my right ear was connected. I was told nope, that these were not related.

    On a vacation about a year later, I fell hard (which was happening more and more often) and my leg was numb and I was having some mobility issues so back to Dr. Z I went. He told me that I had suffered nerve damage back in 2006 and that I would never be 100%. I told him about my problems with my leg falling asleep (no pins and needles, just numbness) and often cramping when skiing, horseback riding, walking, or exercising. I was told to stay away from tight shoes and skiing would be not recommended due to the high and tight boot. Of course, my family and especially my husband remained skeptical and felt that something was not right and that there was more going on than isolated nerve damage.

    Fast forward to about 8 weeks ago when I had another “episode” where I lost a lot of sensitivity on my entire right side. My entire right leg, right arm, and some areas on my back and torso. It took about 6 weeks to get in with Dr. Z and this time my husband came along. The tone of the appointment was completely different than previous ones. I like Dr. Z but didn’t always feel that he really listened to my concerns and dismissed any suggestions that all of the nerve “damage” was on my right side and couldn’t it be related? Dr. Z felt that we needed to have some MRI’s ASAP and he brought up MS and Transverse Myelitis. I will admit that I was scared and up to this point thought I had Peripheral Neuropathy based on my online sleuthing. Dr. Z called me and said that although not definitive, that he believes due to the demyelination in my neck and spine that I have MS and will need further MRI’s to diagnose and create a treatment plan. I have my brain MRI tomorrow night and then will meet with Dr. Z to discuss my prognosis and treatment plans.

    Thanks so much for reading my intro and look forward to getting to know others. I am sure I have tons of questions so will be reading through the message boards. I hope I have this in the correct location.

    PS I am 41 and live with my husband and 2 teenage boys. We live on some land so I really enjoy my horses, dogs, cats, and chickens! Yes chickens! I just got them this past Spring and really enjoy my “girls”.

    #2
    annav410: Welcome to MS World! We are happy you have joined! Please look around, ask and answer any questions you see that appeal to you. I hope you will also check out our chat rooms.

    It sounds like you have been through the ringer and back. However, I am happy at least they are now seeing something in your MRIs that leads them towards MS. Mostly because you can start treatment for it, not that it IS MS. This is only the beginning. Testing and starting treatment can be some of the most stressful times. Use the national MS society as a recourse. They are a good updated recourse that can be trusted instead of many of the things on the web. You want to start with a good knowledge of truth in the beginning. They also are a good recourse for drugs when you go to make your choice. We generally ask you to go there first, and then come here to read the side effects. People generally only write bad things here about drugs, not the good things. However, that is what is affecting them and they need help.

    Let us know how it goes for you when you meet with your doctor the next time, OK?

    Take care
    Lisa
    Moderation Team
    Disabled RN with MS for 14 years
    SPMS EDSS 7.5 Wheelchair (but a racing one)
    Tysabri

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      #3
      Hello I'm in Colorado too. If you have any questions, I am more than happy to help as much as I can. I've only been diagnosed since 2009, but I've been where you are and know all the info we need to learn can be very overwhelming at first.

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        #4
        Welcome Anna! Sorry you have to be here, but this forum is a great resource.
        Aitch - Writer, historian, wondermom. First symptoms in my teens, DX'd in my twenties, disabled in my thirties. Still the luckiest girl in the world.

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          #5
          Hi I am also from Colorado, just moved from Denver to Cape Coral, Florida in July. I'm 54. Haven't been diagnosed yet, my first brain MRI wasn't done with contrast so now my neuro wants to do 6 of them, brain, thoracic and cervical spine, 3 with contrast and 3 without.

          I get the MRI's done a week from today and then follow up with my neuro on 12/18. My initial episode started two weeks after I fell down a flight of stairs. Woke up one morning two weeks later, completely numb from the back of my waist down to my feet. I had that happen once before but the numbness cleared up within an hour or so and don't even remember when it happened.

          This time it didn't go away, saw a chiropractor who did a few adjustments and had me do stretching exercises which eliminated the numbness in my waist and thighs, but I've had the numbness from the knees down ever since. It's now mostly on the bottom of my left foot and my right foot is severely affected with a very tight muscle over my outer ankle bone and across the top of my foot as well as the numbness on the bottom.

          Saw a PC, then referred to neuro for nerve conduction tests (all normal), then referred to orthopedic to see if a bulging disk was causing the problem...she ordered the original MRI. Once she saw it, she told me I had several lesions on my brain and there was nothing she could do for me and sent me back to neuro.

          Also a year ago June, I developed severe itching in my outer ear canals in both ears. I thought maybe it was a reaction to changing shampoos, ended up with severe ear pain (from scratching at them I thought), took antibiotics, that cleared up the pain and itching but as soon as I stopped them the itching came back and I still have it today. It DRIVES ME CRAZY. Not to mention I scratch and it hurts from scratching. Has anyone else had issues with their ears? No loss of hearing in either ear, just terrible itching.

          ** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **

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            #6
            Hello Anna!
            Lot's of us in Colorado it is supposed to be a MS hotspot.

            Your Dx story is similar to mine if you swap the horses for moto-cross bikes.

            I had a major wreck and broke my leg up real bad. After that I had was having trouble controlling my leg and became clumsy. It was told I had nerve damage.

            We also live out in the sticks and have a MX track behind our barn.
            I noticed my lap times slipping and I was crashing more often. I knew it was something more.
            Suddenly my snowboarding, MX, and other skills were slipping away.
            After a few years of bad Dx's I suffered a major case of ON and was Dx with MS.
            I have some major nerve damage alright but it has nothing to do with breaking my leg. It is damage in my spine and brain stem.

            On the bright side, I am 49 now,(15+years post Dx) and can still walk, get a snowboard down the mountain and ride a motorcycle. Nowhere near the same level or speed but I can still do it.

            I hope you can continue riding your horse. It can be difficult to stay motivated when you cannot ride at the level you expect from yourself, but lowering my expectations has allowed me to keep going.

            My PT helped me the most. She gave me exercises that help my balance and it has made a difference.

            Enjoy those chickens! Collecting the eggs is a nice way to start the day and they can be very helpful during grass-hopper season. I would let ours loose and they would eat them by the hundreds. Chemical free pest control! (they are pretty good little manure spreaders also)

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              #7
              Thanks so much for the welcome!

              Milehighmimi-It sounds like we are in a similar diagnosis status. I am having my brain MRI with and without contrast tonight so hopefully will have more answers and a treatment plan from Dr. Z.

              Eventually I would like to switch doctors so if anyone loves their Neruo in the Denver area (I am actually on the north end but willing to travel a bit), I would love to get recommendations. I mentioned that I had suffered hearing loss that we now think is related to the nerve damage but no itching.

              Football Mom- My two boys also play football so I like your handle. Do you have boys that play? My oldest is a Junior and plays D Line. My youngest is a Freshman and plays D End and Tight End. They are both in High School now but they have played tackle since they were young.

              We love football season and my youngest told me he has a football hangover because he misses it now the season is over. The boys play for Legacy and they didn’t make it into the playoffs so their season is over.

              Aitech10-thanks so much for your kind welcome. Looking forward to learning more and making connections.

              Tommylee-Wow, we did have some similarities in getting to our diagnosis! I think the idea of a “horse accident” slowed the process down because I don’t think we were able to connect the dots until I started having more symptoms.

              I would love to continue riding so I am hoping that my treatment plan will provide some relief from the weakness and numbness on my right side which has made it difficult (and my family thinks very dangerous) to continue riding. I wish I had an easy going Quarter but of course my remaining rideable horse is my former Arabian show horse and I need to be close to 100% to be safe on him.

              Love to hear about more fellow chicken keepers. My girls are very spoiled and so far we keep them in a covered run to protect them from the predators in our area but hopefully we can build them a tractor so they can help with pest control next summer.


              ** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **

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                #8
                Yes,i have two boys who play. My oldest is a senior who just played his last season for Northglenn. They had an awful season too. He's a corner.

                My younger boy just played his last season at tjfl and they went to the championship game, but lost. He starts high school next year. He is a natural athlete and plays most every position except the line because he's too skinny and way too fast to waste his speed. This year he mostly played WR, corner, and strong safety.

                I really like my ms specialist, Dr. Bowling who has an office down at Swedish. If he ever retires or something, my next choice would be this ms specialist up at what used to be Poudre Valley, I think its University now. I can't remember his name off the top of my head, but he suffers from ms himself, so I'd think he really understands. If you called up there and ask for the ms doc with ms, I'm sure you'd have no trouble finding him.

                One thing I did a lot when I was first diagnosed was to go to every presentation I could. These events are hosted by the drug companies and usually include a meal. You can listen to the local experts speak and there's always time at the end to ask questions. It's also q great opportunity to chat with others who have ms and their families. I took my boys to a few of these as well and I think it made them more comfortable with my having ms when they could see for themselves that most sufferers were walking just fine. There's also folks in wheelchairs and they could see that they're nice normal people and nothing to be scared of. All you do is go to each drug makers website and sign up and they will mail you notices of all these presentations.

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                  #9
                  Hi Anna!

                  I too am a mom with MS, 52 yrs old and diagnosed with MS 4 1/2 years ago. My DH and I have two daughters, one in middle school and one in elementary school and we live in SE Denver. Love Colorado!

                  You have been through a lot to get to this point....like many of us, the disease has been around for a while, but the docs missed it. I know, based on situations, I have had MS since the mid 90's, if not a bit earlier that decade. I began to think I was crazy, so in some ways, the diagnosis was a relief.

                  Having the right Nero on your team is key and it doesnt sound like you are thrilled with Dr. Z. It can take some shopping around to find the right neuro for you....based on how you approach your disease (whatever it turns out to be), your risk tolerance in regards to medication, etc.

                  My diagnosing neuro was a general neuro at Rose, but then I went for a period of time to Football Mom's neuro (Bowling) because he's an MS Specialist. But then, I just didn't feel like I connected with him and that he understood me, so I change to Shaffer in Greeley. Granted it is a drive from SE Denver, but because he has MS, "he gets it!". For me that is huge!! He is conservative when it comes to meds and his first line drug preferences are Rebif and Copaxone.

                  I am on Copaxone (since the the doc at Rose as I started right after diagnosis) and doing fairly well now...mostly I believe to regular exercise, very healthy, gluten free diet and limiting/managing stress. The first two years were really hard for me....accepting the diagnosis, the fear of the unknown, and my kids were little back then (3rd grade and kindergarten) and I had just gone back to work after being home with them for a number of years. Plus, I had several back to back exacerbations those first two years so I didn't feel to well and had a variety of changing symptoms. Ugh...those first two years were quite the challenge...I never thought I'd make through that dark time in my life.

                  I hope that your MRI went well this evening and that you will quickly have some answers. Please do keep us posted on the outcomes....and know that if it is MS, you can deal with it and live an active and fulfilling life! As tommy lee said, it isn't the same and expectations have to be lowered, but life is good, even with MS. If you have MS, you already now have several new friends here in CO that care and understand. Take care!

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                    #10
                    anna410: Just reading your story must have elevated my blood pressure. I am really mad at your Dr. Z; I cannot believe he did not listen to you when you told him you weren't in a horse accident.

                    I am rather angry about that for you! IDK why, it just doesn't make sense he would not take your word for it! fed

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