I have not forgotten about life with MS, but I don’t spend time dwelling on it. My focus is on today and trying to make the best of it. Many of my long-term friends are lamenting the loss of function, ability or capacity and they don’t have MS. At times, I have described having MS as being “decades older” than your real age where physically and mentally you just don’t have the juice.
Lately, I am spending more time in a wheelchair and less time walking (rollator/cane), but the wheelchair is allowing me to go further than I could without it. There was a time when I ran a half-marathon in 1:13 minutes, but that was a lifetime ago. Some might consider me a “has been,” but that is better than a “never was.”
The movie “Hope Floats” was filmed close to my house. There was a line, “ You think life goes on forever? You think behind every chance there's another chance and another one and another one? It's the worse kind of extravagance the way you spend your chances.”
I hope to live my life taking advantage of what opportunities I still have and not regretting what should or could have been. At times, it's real tough and it would be easier to curl up in bed and forget the day existed. When I need encouragement I can look back at everything I've been through and realize with Grace today too will be conquered.
Lately, I am spending more time in a wheelchair and less time walking (rollator/cane), but the wheelchair is allowing me to go further than I could without it. There was a time when I ran a half-marathon in 1:13 minutes, but that was a lifetime ago. Some might consider me a “has been,” but that is better than a “never was.”
The movie “Hope Floats” was filmed close to my house. There was a line, “ You think life goes on forever? You think behind every chance there's another chance and another one and another one? It's the worse kind of extravagance the way you spend your chances.”
I hope to live my life taking advantage of what opportunities I still have and not regretting what should or could have been. At times, it's real tough and it would be easier to curl up in bed and forget the day existed. When I need encouragement I can look back at everything I've been through and realize with Grace today too will be conquered.
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