hi everyone
i was only diagnosed about a year ago, but after alot of research and self reflection, it appears i've had ms for awhile.
not sure it was a wise decision, but i informed my employers of my diagnosis shortly after.
i work for a fairly large, successful company who, because of many years of hard work, promoted me to a position that most would not achieve without a college degree.
we're in the midst of a system conversion that requires alot of foresight on my part to provide new processes that will assure the company a smooth transition, train my team accordingly and create plans of recovery should the main plan not pan out.
i'm expected to do this with no disruption to our current service. overtime has been eliminated so the bulk of the added tasks lies on me and my assistant. the two of us can't carry the additional tasks and i'm concerned that 10 yrs short of retirement, i won't be able to achieve the potential success they've forecast.
because it's our yearly review time, i feel now is a good time to tell my boss that his expectations are unacheivable, however, i am fearful that by voicing my concerns i'll be perceived as a 'weakness' and it will start the ball rolling towards my dismissal.
i am the bread winner of the family, and it would present a major hardship if i lost my job.
i never thought i'd be in this position - especially after working for this company for more than 20 years.
honestly, i'm concerned that i may not meet the responsibilities they've presented for me this coming year. my cognitive issues are troubling, my physical ailments are tiring....i don't complain about them to anyone - even my husband.
maybe it's time i admit to everyone that i'm physically and mentally unable to continue the same way they're used to? obviously, i'm afraid what kind of result that admission might create.
i'm afraid. this isn't a place i've ever found myself in and i really don't know how to proceed.
i try my best to put on the appearance that all is fine and i'm doing ok. but a day doesn't go by where i feel i want to throw in the towel.
i'm sorry this is so long - but i'm hoping that perhaps someone who has gone through something similar will step up and respond.
thanks for lending your ear (eyes)
j
i was only diagnosed about a year ago, but after alot of research and self reflection, it appears i've had ms for awhile.
not sure it was a wise decision, but i informed my employers of my diagnosis shortly after.
i work for a fairly large, successful company who, because of many years of hard work, promoted me to a position that most would not achieve without a college degree.
we're in the midst of a system conversion that requires alot of foresight on my part to provide new processes that will assure the company a smooth transition, train my team accordingly and create plans of recovery should the main plan not pan out.
i'm expected to do this with no disruption to our current service. overtime has been eliminated so the bulk of the added tasks lies on me and my assistant. the two of us can't carry the additional tasks and i'm concerned that 10 yrs short of retirement, i won't be able to achieve the potential success they've forecast.
because it's our yearly review time, i feel now is a good time to tell my boss that his expectations are unacheivable, however, i am fearful that by voicing my concerns i'll be perceived as a 'weakness' and it will start the ball rolling towards my dismissal.
i am the bread winner of the family, and it would present a major hardship if i lost my job.
i never thought i'd be in this position - especially after working for this company for more than 20 years.
honestly, i'm concerned that i may not meet the responsibilities they've presented for me this coming year. my cognitive issues are troubling, my physical ailments are tiring....i don't complain about them to anyone - even my husband.
maybe it's time i admit to everyone that i'm physically and mentally unable to continue the same way they're used to? obviously, i'm afraid what kind of result that admission might create.
i'm afraid. this isn't a place i've ever found myself in and i really don't know how to proceed.
i try my best to put on the appearance that all is fine and i'm doing ok. but a day doesn't go by where i feel i want to throw in the towel.
i'm sorry this is so long - but i'm hoping that perhaps someone who has gone through something similar will step up and respond.
thanks for lending your ear (eyes)
j
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