of driving a truck, i am no longer safe. I have a hard time staying awake. Ive been protecting my job for the last 7 years by not mentioning the "F" word.(FATIGUE) My doctor hasn't pulled me from the truck but i don't trust myself. My fatigue comes and goes and knows no rhyme or reason. Scares the heck outta me when I'm 1,000 miles from home and can barely keep my eyes open. I have only driven truck and have no marketable skills.
I feel guilty and weak, although I know it's an illness. We are struggling as my wife lost her job 9 months ago. She is working 3 part time jobs and like most people, never planned for this day. I don't know where to go, i wish i wasn't a citizen of the USA then i could get some help. What to do, 44 years old and don't know what i want to be, or what i can be. Oh forgot to mention that we have 4 kids at home 7 to 18 and a couple grandkids.
We kept pushing for the American dream nice home pool in the backyard and now, well we all know what happens now. Very depressing in our home these days. Been too hot for me to get out in the sunshine so i sit around and waller in the mud.
I feel guilty and weak, although I know it's an illness. We are struggling as my wife lost her job 9 months ago. She is working 3 part time jobs and like most people, never planned for this day. I don't know where to go, i wish i wasn't a citizen of the USA then i could get some help. What to do, 44 years old and don't know what i want to be, or what i can be. Oh forgot to mention that we have 4 kids at home 7 to 18 and a couple grandkids.
We kept pushing for the American dream nice home pool in the backyard and now, well we all know what happens now. Very depressing in our home these days. Been too hot for me to get out in the sunshine so i sit around and waller in the mud.
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