hi. just diagnosed on 02/14. up until mid-december, i seemed fine. then numb left lip and eyebrow...then numb left leg...now i'm on my second round of solu-medrol because of sight issues and just worked through the tritration for avonex. doc thinks meds are not going to be strong enough.
my husband is great and my kids are coping okay. they have never seen me sick before (let alone self-injecting and removing steroid picc lines). despite the roadblocks, i want to say that this is not who i am. but there are days i feel i am being swallowed up by this nonsense.
is it normal to feel like your life is unraveling? does the road even out a bit? i dream i am well and wake up to reality. i know i am very lucky that i can still work. and hoping some of my insanity is the meds. how do you bring normalcy to madness? my dreams have to be re-worked, but i want to spend the last half of my life as happy(ish) as the first half has been. not always perfect, but focused on others and not myself. peace to my new friends.
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my husband is great and my kids are coping okay. they have never seen me sick before (let alone self-injecting and removing steroid picc lines). despite the roadblocks, i want to say that this is not who i am. but there are days i feel i am being swallowed up by this nonsense.
is it normal to feel like your life is unraveling? does the road even out a bit? i dream i am well and wake up to reality. i know i am very lucky that i can still work. and hoping some of my insanity is the meds. how do you bring normalcy to madness? my dreams have to be re-worked, but i want to spend the last half of my life as happy(ish) as the first half has been. not always perfect, but focused on others and not myself. peace to my new friends.
** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **
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